The 17th Birthday Wishes

today is my birthday for the 17 times during my life. haha
People said, the age of 17 is a beginning to be an adult, a step forward to maturity.
This year, I will also have the Civil Card, and can vote for president (which I don't want to =P)

thanks to all of my friends, for being my greatest things in my life. without you all, my life would be so boring. lol.

thanks to my family:
papa, thanks coz u never complaint when u raised me until this time. U always work hard to give the best for me. Maybe I often complaint, felt that u could not understand me, and never get enough of your attention. But deep down in my heart, you know I always love you. =)
mama, thanks for giving birth me. I know sometimes I feel it's better if you never gave birth me... That time was when I feel tired, and feel that I can't beat the world. But you are here, and always here, you always support whatever my choice. Whatever my ambition is. Thanks ain't enough for all your hard work in raising me. Thanks a thousand times, love you. =)
Kiki, remember the day when we're still kids? We used to fight, even until now, hahaha. But day by day, we're getting closer and understand each other. I love you, coz u're so incredible that I often jealous of your talent. It seems compared to you, I means nothing, rite? haha. Thanks sister, coz you are always here when I need you. =)
Raina, I'm sorry coz sometimes I act annoying to you. It doesn't mean that I don't love you, I DO LOVE YOU. But you know, it's hard to make you understand what's better for you. I don't want you to be like me.. =X
I hope you can do better than me. Coz u're way too creative, not like me. haha
Alya, thanks for brighten up my days since ur birth. It's amazing to have a sister like you. You are so smart, cute, cheerful. Seeing you was like seeing my self when I was a toddler. haha
I hope I can get a good job so I can support you~financially and spiritually~when you grows older. And I wish I could be the good role model. =)

my teacher, thanks for taught me a lots of knowledge. I don't know what I gonna be if I haven't school till now. =)



Usually when it's time to my birthday, there's always some things that made me sad. I hope today won't be like the previous. =)

17 wishes for this year:
1. Pass the national final exam with a good score (above 7)
2. Pass the entrance examination to IPB, UI, or UGM (amen!)
3. Be the one of the top three in my class. =)
4. Celebrate it with all of my best friends. (guys?)
5. Hopefully, Indonesia will getting better.
6. Be more greenilicious.
7. All of my friends' ambitions, dreams, whatever they want, they can get it.
8. Be fatter!!! xD
9. Be more creative, be an inovator, smarter, tougher. =)
10. Wish I can smile everyday.
11. Be a high quality person.
12. Meet my destined man. =P
13. Make my parents and families proud of me. =)
14. Be someone useful for my family, friends, and people around me.
15. Hope I can perfecting my belief, my pious.. =3
16. Meet new friends, make new best friends.
17. (........) it's a special one. I'll let it empty so everybody can fill in the blanks with their wishes. =)

Buka Puasa Karya Iman 2008

Friday 19th, we have our 'break fast together' or 'buka puasa bersama' at school.
I was the consumption section, together with Fia, took care of the food (ta'jil) and drinks. There's so many fresh and colorful drinks donated by the Jr. High and High School students. They all made me wanna drank them all, hahaha...
But of course I can't, so I just took one, melon syrup with nata de coco and coconut.
argghh...
it's too sweet and not cold anymore... >.<>

a white lie

diaz come to cikarang.
but he didn't tell me.

I just know it when my housekeeper told me this morning, that yesterday my friend returned my novel.
And I saw the novel "The Kite Runner",
who else borrowed that novel except him?? ==

to be honest,
i really really disappointed to him,
I asked him why he didn't tell me if he was in cikarang and his answer was just "I don't want to disturb you, that's why I give it to my aunt (so she can return it to me)"

hah?
my housekeeper's sister (who accepted my book) said that the person who gave that book is MALE, FAT and BIG. oh yeah, plus she said that my friend COME to my HOUSE.
She didn't said that HE GAVE THE BOOK TO HIS AUNT, and HIS AUNT GAVE IT to MY HOUSEKEEPER'S SISTER (WHO WORKED AT HIS AUNT'S HOUSE) so SHE COULD GIVE IT TO ME!!

Am I over-react or true he lie to me??

The reason WHY I FEEL DISAPPOINTED ON HIM WAS:
1. He didn't tell me, so I can't returned his novels also.
2. He didn't tell me, like what he did to his other friends in spore.
DO HE REALLY THINK THAT I AM HIS FRIEND?? WHY I ALWAYS GET A DISCRIMINATION?? =x
3. HE didn't apologized. Even he didn't reply my message except that one. >_<
gaaaahhhh...


fuh,
I wish he's the one and only my friend who have that kind of attitude.
I can't imagine if I had 3 or more (or LOTS!) friends like him.
I guess I'll commit suicide..
ahahahaha xP

gyaaa....

two days or more maybe, i haven't online from laptop...
the connection is usually very" slow..
I can sleep first while waiting for it.
hahaha


today,
our class had remedial for chemical.
the 'lucky three' which consist of me, stephanie and theo, must do the 'exercise' from Ms. Dyah...

woah,,
I guess I was too cocky, I felt like I can do all easily, but the fact is :
I can do almost nothing.
Yeah, from 3 questions, none of them that I answer with confident. >_<
huhuhu


at nite,
as usual, it's thursday nite, so I go to the tutor with grace.
and she asked me to go passing Riana's house.
She's having her sweet 17th bday party in her house by that time.

I was so embarrassing!!
first, we're not invited.
second, most of the social boys sit outside and saw us!! Even Tyo shouted "hey! u're too late!!"
hwaaa~~
third, Berry smiled at me. His smile is like he were pitying me and feel I was silly in the same time.
Noo!!!! xO
fourth, I dress so simple (of course, I wanna go to the tutor rite, not to d party) and so does with Grace.
She wore d red 'eye-catching' (read as: norak) jacket too!!
aww...

I wanna hide 100m below... >_<

breakdown

It's my bad day.

Three examinations this day.
First was electric study,
second was history,
and the last one was biology.

Nor of them I could do succesfully. T~T
hiks~

Even I asked Diaz for his pray, so I could get good marks.
I dunno if his pray will works or not, but I've did my best.
Although I think it aint my best yet. =X

but it seems there's good side of this 'hardtime' : I kept repeat saying "Ya Allah, Allahu Akbar, Astaghfirullah, Subhanallah, etc"
See, it made me remember who had created me, that I'm just a weak creature of his. =)

I spent almost 100% of my fully energy, so after all finished my body just gotten weaker.
It's like no spirit anymore to live.

I don't like biology.
But if I got into Food Industry, I have to study biology rite?
How about the Chem Engineering??

oh yeah,,
Diaz seems don't agree if I want to get into Chem Engineering.
Coz for him, it's boy's faculty. Too hard for my brainless mind. >_<

So he suggested the medical faculty.
Ha! Ha! Ha!

r u kidding?

there would be lots of malpractice in the future if I be a doctor. =.="

hibernation...

woah,,
I took a nap from 5pm to 2am!!
how long is that??
ahahahaha =P

today we had softball match.
versus the Jr. High School team..
and we won!! ahahahaha ^^

I hit the ball!
Can't believe it, coz Geri (Jr High) always throw fouls ball.
He tried to made me wanna hit those ball nd made strikes 3 times nd out. =.=
I made a 'slide' to the base 1--coz well, d ball is already caught by the opponent--and guess wat, I bumped Badai..
I fell down on his body, followed by his friend (I forgot his name) who also fell down behind me.
hahaha
sorry Badai.. ^^

my knee hurt, so does with my hand..
but my class cheered for me xD
said that I was so cooL.
and I just raised my two thumbs up nd laughed.
hahaha


after d body exercise, we had 'brain exercise'.
Yup, it's chemistry time.. ^^
woohhooo...

Ms. Dyah told us to do the exercise on the text book.
15 numbers but I can't finished all during that 2x45minutes.
still have to learn about 'reduction-oxidation' things.

got a chem practicum tomorrow..
*sigh*
hope I'm not the last who finished.. >.<

17 Agustus Flag Ceremony

Yes,
we have a flag ceremony due to our independence day.
It was good, although there's some mistake in it.
At least it was better than before,
Mr. Kosmas made us rehearsal for the ceremony like in the government palace.

The part I like was when the choir group started to sing "Indonesia Raya" with violin and guitar.
It feels like "Oh-Thanks-God-We've-Free-From-Colonialism-I'm-Proud-To-Be-An-Indonesian"
One of touching moment.
The instrumental touch my heart that I almost cry.

MERDEKAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ^^


Well, I'm going to take a nap since I slept for 3-4 hours only last night.. =P