a lot things happened since the last time I've blogged.





first, I took the test for President University's scholarship. And I got the 3rd scholarship!!

can you believe that?

Actually, I ain't that proud coz I was aiming to get the 1st scholarship (summary is 250million rupiah) and then reject for that. haha

Sounds cool and arrogant. =P

But the problem is, I got only the third scholarship and my parents kinda push me to take that scholarship.

Depressing, huh?



I cried because of this.



The reason why I don't wanna take the scholarship is :

1. PU is located on Jababeka. It is far far away like in the "pedalaman". I even don't know how to get there and how to get home from there. =X

2. PU's facility is poor!! The canteen even worse than my school's.

3. I got scholarship for Information Technology major, which is I hate and I can't. T_T



I talked to Diaz, and he say like this (well, not exactly like this, just the point) :

"Saran gue lo ambil aja beasiswa itu buat amannya. Masa depan itu urusan Allah, barangkali aja masa depan lo ada di IT. Tapi lo coba aja cari beasiswa di PTN2 lain. Siapa tahu keterima..."

So well, I guess I have to listen to other's advice.

I may be a bit rebellion to my parents, but when I have been adviced by Diaz, I always follow his suggestion. lol.

I guess he's my 'pawang' =P

nah, just kidding. It because he can explain it with a reasonable reason and he don't stand for me nor my parents. :D





second,

I attended a seminar in President University to represent my school. This seminar called "The International Entrepreneur Education Seminar".

I got a lot of lessons and also new friends. :D

and haha, there's a boy who seems want to get know me *confident mode ON*

his friends always get noisy whenever I walked near them and always pointing at me and shouted "Isn't it her? The yellow jacket one whom you like, Andreas?" ==a



Oh my God, it's embarassing.

And when the seminar was over, I saw him--I dunno if it's only his act or real--he got scolded by his lecturer. =X

so-not-a-gentle-man!! hahaha





third,

tomorrow--which is Monday--we'll have a ceremony. And I must be a conductor!!

OMG!!

It's been a long time since I become a conductor. Jr. High School, I guess.

I am nervous, yes. I dunno which one is better, become a conductor--who can't sing well and can't direct and also can't read music note--or become the "paskib".

I can't do both well!!

I guess we have to hope for the best. >_<



fourth,

I met someone like Suren at the seminar and met a kid whose smile looks like Diaz!!!

ahahahaha

Just wait if I can meet someone who looks like Thura. And I'll complete the replica of STD

xD xD xD

oopsie.. better run before Diaz and Suren kill me.. haha :P

Chuck Bass ~ Gossip Girl

serena van der woodsen - chuck bass - blair waldorf - nate archiebald

doesn't it kinda remind u with "Twilight"??

yes, an affair of two lonely people.. xD a betrayal to a boyfriend and bestfriend

yes, I loved them!!! They looked good together, aren't they? ;D

badass or not, he's adorable ;D

a very nasty picture (but still, I adore him)

those charming eyes... *melt*

These are some picture of my new adorable sensual irresistable Chuck Bass from Gossip Girl.
Gosh, I really loved him when he's making affair with Blair. Those eyes looks really lonely. Although at first, I thought he was a bad kisser. bwahahaha... =P

yeah, because he's Chuck Bass!!

birthday picture

YES!! I AM 17 yeaRs oLd!! (already, 18 days ago)

Lovely Strawberry with Creamy Cheese

the sweet seventeen birthday cake (that is too late for 18 days)

me, Alya, and the Strawberry Cheese Cake
made by "Cheese Cake Factory" *slurp*

a birthday

Today is Alya Amalia's birthday: November 13th.
FYI, she is my youngest sister and the most I loved xD
well... let"s recall from the earliest things this morning.

5:50 am = Mom's waking me up just to ask "did you see the Indonesian Big Dictionary??" and I quickly replied "No" and then go to sleep again. hahaha
anyway, I guess I was too addicted to Gossip Girl. Because I dreamed about it last night, and since there were A LOT of scene that should be only can be seen by the 14+ years old (read as: A LOT of Making Out Scene and Plus Plus~ but I enjoyed it when It comes to Chuck Bass and Blair Waldorf. WAHAHAHAHA!!!)
In my dream, Serena became pregnant-that's why, young generation, never never never have free sex!-because, yeah, of course, too much spending time with Dan. haha. (and guess what, in the next episode of Gossip Girl that I watched, Serena were accused to be pregnant!!)
And suddenly, it's me who became pregnant!!


WHAAAAAAAAATTT?!?!?!?!?!
what the hell! ==a
but in my dream, it seemed that the father of 'my baby' was Chuck Bass (yeah baby yeah!! :P) or Nate Archibald [so did in the drama ==a]
and I gave birth the baby at the bath tub! mwahahahaha...
Can't it be worse again?

But the baby was extremely fat, cute, and innocent. I adore him (or her?? I didn't check it) like a REAL mother love her baby. I know it was JUST A DREAM, but because of the dream, I do really want a baby right now! hahaha

but to think it twice, I don't want it right now. Since I haven't been married yet, and I am still school, and... I am still a teenager. I don't wanna spend my youth taking care a baby..

but gaaaahhhh..............

I ADORE CHUCK BASS SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

it feels like I wanna say "hey Chuck, I wanna have you! (not your babies, like Natasha Bedingfield sang. haha)"


okaayyy,, after that such weird dream. I have to wake up.
And I suddenly realize that my torso is ACHE!! ougghhh....
It must be because the circuit training we did on the previous day. damn damn damn..

what could make the day worse was.... Physics in the morning.
Mr. Pribadi was getting annoying day by day!!
when I prepared the chemical report, he said that he will take our papers if we don't stop writing. Ok, it's still reasonable.
But when a BEE stopped by BESIDE me (I have a insect phobia) and I prefer to left my chair along with Tania and asked for ANYBODY to get rid of it, he only said "Watch out. It can stings."

Jgerrrr!!! DUaarrr!!

Oh please, everybody even the dumbest and craziest people in the world or even kindergarten kids would have know that BEE CAN STINGS!!!!
What kind of teacher he is?? It's no use at all telling us that fact!!
anyway, do you notice that 2+15=17 ?? hahaha


and the point is.. we blew up OUR candles together (in One Cake!! lol) and eat the cake together. :D Isn't that sweet? *aaahhhh....* =P


well anyway, my wish for now is only that I will pass the national final exam and the IPB's entrance exam. Amen God! ^^



happy 2 year birthday dear... ^^

On The 'Hari Pahlawan'..

aaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrggggggggghhhhhhhh!!!!!!!


why did Ares answer Boim and Laura's message but mine not??
It's not fair! Okay lah, I didn't expect something like his message, I just worried if my entry was not delivered safely and it'll cause my name unregistered.
if that happen, I'd rather go home and not shown up again for the rest of my life. >_<






last things :
my plans that I've planned..
November 15th - Go to the Open House UI (University of Indonesia)
November 16th - President University entrance test
November 17th - Another Presentation by somewhat university in my class ~_~ (don't noe yet from what university they are. but I hope I'll find another cute boys to play 'crazy over him' with) hahaha

back from Hiatus

It's been a while.
I've been too lazy to update this blog, haha. There's nobody who read it anyway, since I kept this blog for my personal use only. :D

Lots things happened. And I have forget those events, whether it's important or not. haha
yeah, I was like Dory in FInding Nemo, got a problem with short term memory... :P

tomorrow there's an English mini test. I have to remembering the connectives commonly used (which is I seldom used it. haha) and other phrase to react on something like accusing someone, apologizing, etc. gahhh...

oh yeah, and I also have to sing in front of the class room, right after taken d mini test.
Even I have forget which part of the song I should sing. lol

~coz here in my heart there's a picture of us.
together forever unfaded and unbroken
wherever you are your love covers me
forever more you'll be here in my heart~
(here in my heart by Plus One)

and to make it perfect, I guess I have to do the never ending presentation tomorrow. I have to explain the faculty, course and university I wanna take for the future in front of the class. huu~~


oh yeah, today I was surprised.
I saw the notifications at Facebook and noticed that Kai had sent me a 'superpoke' application, cuddle up.
I was kinda happy (since we're never been kept in touch again) but then I realized that HE SENT THAT THING TO HIS 29 ANOTHER GIRL FRIEND. gaaahhhh..... >.< and then I took a look at Dinda's blog, and I realized that she had a common thing like Kiki's. They both love yaoi. Me? I prefer Yuri.. mwahahahaha~ just kidding, I am straight. =P


anw, I guess I'm addicted to gossip girl (yeah I know it's too late!)

xoxo
tita

(bwakakakakakakak)

The 17th Birthday Wishes

today is my birthday for the 17 times during my life. haha
People said, the age of 17 is a beginning to be an adult, a step forward to maturity.
This year, I will also have the Civil Card, and can vote for president (which I don't want to =P)

thanks to all of my friends, for being my greatest things in my life. without you all, my life would be so boring. lol.

thanks to my family:
papa, thanks coz u never complaint when u raised me until this time. U always work hard to give the best for me. Maybe I often complaint, felt that u could not understand me, and never get enough of your attention. But deep down in my heart, you know I always love you. =)
mama, thanks for giving birth me. I know sometimes I feel it's better if you never gave birth me... That time was when I feel tired, and feel that I can't beat the world. But you are here, and always here, you always support whatever my choice. Whatever my ambition is. Thanks ain't enough for all your hard work in raising me. Thanks a thousand times, love you. =)
Kiki, remember the day when we're still kids? We used to fight, even until now, hahaha. But day by day, we're getting closer and understand each other. I love you, coz u're so incredible that I often jealous of your talent. It seems compared to you, I means nothing, rite? haha. Thanks sister, coz you are always here when I need you. =)
Raina, I'm sorry coz sometimes I act annoying to you. It doesn't mean that I don't love you, I DO LOVE YOU. But you know, it's hard to make you understand what's better for you. I don't want you to be like me.. =X
I hope you can do better than me. Coz u're way too creative, not like me. haha
Alya, thanks for brighten up my days since ur birth. It's amazing to have a sister like you. You are so smart, cute, cheerful. Seeing you was like seeing my self when I was a toddler. haha
I hope I can get a good job so I can support you~financially and spiritually~when you grows older. And I wish I could be the good role model. =)

my teacher, thanks for taught me a lots of knowledge. I don't know what I gonna be if I haven't school till now. =)



Usually when it's time to my birthday, there's always some things that made me sad. I hope today won't be like the previous. =)

17 wishes for this year:
1. Pass the national final exam with a good score (above 7)
2. Pass the entrance examination to IPB, UI, or UGM (amen!)
3. Be the one of the top three in my class. =)
4. Celebrate it with all of my best friends. (guys?)
5. Hopefully, Indonesia will getting better.
6. Be more greenilicious.
7. All of my friends' ambitions, dreams, whatever they want, they can get it.
8. Be fatter!!! xD
9. Be more creative, be an inovator, smarter, tougher. =)
10. Wish I can smile everyday.
11. Be a high quality person.
12. Meet my destined man. =P
13. Make my parents and families proud of me. =)
14. Be someone useful for my family, friends, and people around me.
15. Hope I can perfecting my belief, my pious.. =3
16. Meet new friends, make new best friends.
17. (........) it's a special one. I'll let it empty so everybody can fill in the blanks with their wishes. =)