Sunday Morning

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my alarm rang n rang this morning,
I tried to turn it off without open my eyes,
I repeated this for about 5 times maybe, until finally it really turned off [not snoozed].

suddenly-still half sleeping-i remember.
Today is July 27th : His Bday.

He is the man I like at the first sight..
..the man whose name I like so much [coz it's like Japanese nd it was like my alias name I used to use years ago], and the man that made me learned english (again)..

I feel sad n mellow, coz I remember I wanted to give him a special birthday greeting,
made by me :
background is sands [his name for me means 'sea'], and then I wrote happy bday to 'xxxxx' [his name] by photoshop.
But it turned so 'common' like a 1st year primary school student made..
not cool at all!! >_<

but i have no idea, nor the spirit to make the new one..
But I want to make it special,
since I wanna say goodbye forever to this unrequited love..

*ps: his friend said he's wooing another girl! damn... T^T

I dunno wat to do,
I just feel sad.

Three months ago since the first time I knew him :

~He's the friend of my friend,
I saw him at my friend's fs.
Then he added me up..
I give first comment to his fs [his new fs exactly, coz a week ago I've just knew that he's already have a friendster before this acc!!]
nd then we started to give comments each other.. ~

Until now,
if I remember how carefully I answer wat he asked n got panicked if I think I answer wrong, I wanna laugh.. =)


ahh...

wat shouLd I do?? T~T

I won't cry, coz I should happy if he's happy with his girl.
Maybe he's not my destinied man, it's ok.
I've never thought for having relationship with him also.. =)


just wanna say:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to YOU

may God give his blesses to you during ur life.
U're 17 yrs old now, be more mature okay? =)



ps : whatever going to happen, whatever u think about me,
even if u hate me also,
u're still my friend =)