dream...

Last night, I was unable to sleep. So I turned my walkman feature in my hp on and (finally) slept after listened to 44 songs.
Started with Sadis by Afgan and was ended by Apakah Ini Cinta by Ken-A-Rock. :)


So, as people slept, people would usually have a dream during their bedtime.
So did I.


Here's my dream:
I dreamt, I was in the first semester in grade 12. (In fact, semester 1 was over.)
Then my mum told me to transfer school, from Karya Iman to Labschool. (the school where I should be schooling at, but then refused that)
But in this dream, it's not Labschool kebayoran, but rawamangun.
In a short way, I got into a public transportation called 'angkot' to go to Rawamangun. (in real life, u can't go there just by angkot from my place. Coz it's in Jakarta!)
There, I met him. Sitting in the front seat.
He was surprised to see me (I guess he didn't expect to meet me yea?) and got more surprised when I said I want to go to Rawamangun.
There, I know from him that he wanted to go there also. But he didn't tell me exactly WHERE he go.
So I guessed, he wanted to go to his 'kost'. And yep, I was rite!^^

He told me his kost's name (I forget its name) but surprisingly, I knew that place.
I could describe it well and he agreed with my describe. I remember I mentioned my aunt lived there too and looks like I'll be living there too IF I got accepted in Labschool.

The next thing I know was I rounded my arms around his neck, through the front chair.
Not choking him, but kinda hugging him.
wth!!


I didn't know anything, I'm innocent! I can't control my own dream, u noe?


ok, back to the story.
After chat for a while, finally we went to the kost.
There, I met some of his friends.
I dunno why but I kept beside him and sometimes hugged him or he 'piggy back' me on his back. And we joke n laugh together. As friend of course.
pff...ok I noe this is nonsense.
Then came his friend who (looks like) have a crush on him.
She put her head on his shoulder and they embrace each other.

So, since I have no activity, I went look around the place. And yeah, I found it's haunted. ==a
And lots of suicide case *gasp*
Since I was scared, I decided to sleep in my mother's house.
In the middle of my the journey, I met 'abi'!!^^

He was sitting and smoking, enjoying the afternoon.
I asked 'abi'(Salman's father) how is Salman. Where do he take college now.
And he answered "He's already graduate, now he's working."

Unbelieveable!
4 years ago I heard he just got into high school and now he's graduated already?? Isn't it to fast? =X

anw, Salman is my first friend when I lived in my old house.
And also my first love. hahahaha

ok, the story ends here.


Well, actually this is not the first time he appeared in my dream.
Everytime when I beside him, I feel comfort, and safe. Either in dream or in reality.
Maybe because he's fat and I'm not? So he's like a comfy sofa to me? haha.
I dunno. Really.

But talking to him, is always my pleasure.
Do I'm in love? I guess the answer is no. :)
If yes, I should be jealous when he's together with his crush.

He is my bestfriend, I used to think him as my big brother (although I'm older than him), my rival, my catfighting partner, my teacher of life, or a friend that always can give me good advice.

Well, actually I kinda miss our old days. The day when we're still in primary. The day when he's striving hard to get into medical faculty.
Now, he's grown up already.
And here I am, alone. Still a teenager that haven't decided yet what I really want.

I kinda lost him, although I knew it already. He's still there.
Willing to give me advice if I need one. =)

I guess I have to think about what I really want to do once again.
Until then, farewell. =)