It is the day of SIMAK UI.
I got nervous at the night before and almost cry (again), but I hold it back and try to stand up on my own feet.
I can do it, yes, I believe I can.
Moreover, this is what I want. to be with him. to be a helpful person (in this context, as a doctor) if I given by a chance.
today, I made a lot of trouble in the exam room. hahaha
so silly and troublesome.
I can hardly done the test but weirdly, I feel that I can do it. No matter what the result will takes, I enjoyed the test.
God, if I really meant to be with him, then please make me pass this enrollment.
I already done my best (the best I could do within 1 weeks), let God do the rest..
btw, when I just got home I fell asleep due to tiredness..
n I dreamed I met Zai, who has been sick and helpless. I stayed beside him but can do nothing. =X
and just now, I watched Gossip Girl, and saw the Chuck-Blair scenes where was look like my dream.
fyi, I've never watched this episodes before.
weird.
And it made me miss him. again.
when I decide to forget him and all memories I've had with him. like I have done years ago.
God, please assist me~ >_<
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