The Real Winner

today is the official announcement of our graduation.
I passed the national exam, and being the 2nd highest in my class and parallel. But, am I happy?
No, I am not. I was relieved, that I passed the national exam (the nightmare). But I wasn't that happy.
Okay, I admit I wasn't play fair and square when I did the exams, I cheated on my math and physics.
Without being given the answers, I dunno if I'm gonna passed the national exams.

That's explain my high score of physics: 90 point blablabla..

I am sad, I can't smile, can't laugh freely, because not all of the students graduates. Ricky--the pious Ricky--failed on his physics.
That hurted us, all of us.
We all know, he was the one who got hurted the most. But he also the one who stand still, as tough as a rock, with smiles in his face, although we all know, his eyes and heart were crying.
No, he didn't cry. He smiled, trying to be big-hearted.
All the female teachers cried, and trying to cheered him up. He just nodded and smile.
He already know the results before he checked it.

But I am proud of him. He stand for what he's believed in. He hold his principle until this minute, he didn't cheat and he won't.
He tried his best, playing fair and square, not blaming anyone, and ready with all the consequents he has to take.

I guess that is the real hero.
I was ashamed of myself, I guess I couldn't act like him yet.
Ricky, whatever it takes, we will always be friends and be in your side. God just trying to test your faith. :)