final exams is now over.
now is the time to breathe for a while.
I've been thinking recently, I'm tired of being told by my parents, tired of hearing all those opinion, suggestions, orders and else. I'm sick of them all.
My mind get confused by all those opinion. My future get more blur.
I become don't know, what I want to achieve in this life. what I really want for my future.
what am I going to be?
a doctor?
a veterinary?
an ordinary employee?
housewife?
interpreter?
a director?
become somebody? anybody? or even nobody??
I dont know. I really have no clues.
The future scares me so.
The people confuses me.
The capability of myself upsets me.
I turn into a girl who likes to blame everyone including herself for all what has happened to her.
I don't like it. It is no good, both for myself and other people.
when I needed someone, who I thought will understand myself, I found nobody, including him, who wants to understands myself--even hearing my cries.
sad. confuse.
it's time to stop and think.
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