sedihkah dirimu ketika orang yang kau sayangi justru bersimpati dan mengkhawatirkan dirimu ketika kamu mengalami kegagalan bahkan di saat ia sedang sedih?
sedihkah dirimu ketika tahu ternyata orang yang sayangi sedang bersedih hati dan ia tidak memberitahu dirimu sama sekali?
sedihkah dirimu ketika kamu menyadari bahwa kamu tidak bisa melakukan apa-apa untuk meringankan rasa sedihnya, tak bisa ada untuknya, bahkan ia tidak tahu bahwa kau peduli padanya?
itulah yang aku rasakan.
sedih, sedih sekali rasanya hati ini.
ingin rasanya aku berteriak, berteriak di hadapannya...
"gue sayang elo, dari dulu jg gue sayang elo! tapi lo gak pernah tau kan? makanya, buat apa lo pendam semua masalah lo sendiri?? apa gunanya gue, apa artinya gue buat lo, sebagai seorang sahabat yang sangat sayang sama lo?!!"
tapi dia, tetaplah seorang lelaki yang begitu mandiri, yang memecahkan segala masalahnya seorang diri. yang diam-diam merindukan kasih sayang dan perhatian dari orang tuanya, yang dalam diam menjerit memohon seseorang untuk bersandar.
tak bisakah aku jadi tempatmu bersandar? bahkan untuk sejenak??
[curahan hati seorang sahabat]
translate:
do you feel sad if the one you loved were in blue?
do you feel sad if the one you loved shympatize you and worrying you when you failed, even when he was the one who's sad?
do you feel sad when you know that the one you loved is blue and he doesn't tell you any single words at all?
do you feel sad when you realized that you can do nothing to lift his burden, can't be beside him, even he doesn't know that you DO care for him?
I do.
that's what I feel.
sad, really sad. this heart broke.
I wanna scream at the top of my lungs in front of his face,
"I love you, I adore you, I affect you, from the past until now. But you didn't get any clue rite? That's why you don't need to keep all your burden alone. what's the point of my existance as a best friend who loves you so, if not for sharing your problem??"
but he, still be a very independent man, who solved all his problem alone, who secretly miss the love and affection from his parents, who screamed in his silence begged for someone to be leaned on.
can't I be the place for you leaned? be the shoulder for you to cry on, even for a while?
translate:
do you feel sad if the one you loved were in blue?
do you feel sad if the one you loved shympatize you and worrying you when you failed, even when he was the one who's sad?
do you feel sad when you know that the one you loved is blue and he doesn't tell you any single words at all?
do you feel sad when you realized that you can do nothing to lift his burden, can't be beside him, even he doesn't know that you DO care for him?
I do.
that's what I feel.
sad, really sad. this heart broke.
I wanna scream at the top of my lungs in front of his face,
"I love you, I adore you, I affect you, from the past until now. But you didn't get any clue rite? That's why you don't need to keep all your burden alone. what's the point of my existance as a best friend who loves you so, if not for sharing your problem??"
but he, still be a very independent man, who solved all his problem alone, who secretly miss the love and affection from his parents, who screamed in his silence begged for someone to be leaned on.
can't I be the place for you leaned? be the shoulder for you to cry on, even for a while?
[confession of a bestfriend]
ps: di, your voice may not be heard by my ears, but your feeling did. do you hear my feeling?
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