love me, hate me, just don't ignore me.
he did it again. he is being insensitive with me.
I dunno why, is it because of me, or it is simply his desire.
it hurts. when I called him but he didn't answer.
it hurts. when I walled him but he replied coldly and with short sentence.
Because of that, he always appear in my dreams nowadays.
even last night, I dreamt when I texted him and plead to let me know what's really happened, he told me that he actually had a cancer!
omg. that's terrible. T_T
anw, I am trying to fix this problem up. I'll talk to him and be good again. I hope.
and one thing, it makes me wonder. We're just friends. But with this kind of relation, we've had enough misunderstanding and fighting more than he with his lover.
I can't imagine if we become a couple. How many times we have to fight?
So I guess, he's not for me. =X
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