second part of destiny.

the result of SIMAK UI has been announced.
It should be on Saturday, but I postponed it until today, so it didn't distract me from my study for UGM.
And yeah, it was said: "SORRY. YOU CAN'T BE ACCEPTED AS UNIVERSITY OF INDONESIA STUDENT YET."

sad?
yes, of course.
disappointed?
very.
give up?
no.

there is no such thing as give up now. Everybody failed (my friends, I mean), so it is no big deal.
what's made me sad was...
I made up a deal with God, that if HE is my destined man, then let me get into UI. and I failed.
Does it mean that he is not the right one?
eventhough I loved him so? =X

oh yaa.. I am glad that he is still care with me, eventhough just a little. He asked about my result and even ask my permission to see the result.
It is better than being insensitive like usual.
Glad that his old part of personality still exists. =D

anw, Tyo had a girlfriend!! hwaa...
I dislike his girl! coz I think she is not the right girl for him. She often known as the 'sexy' wannabe in school. >_< brother! break up with her!! xD

fight Titha!!
There is another test waiting..

here, this lyrics describe my situation.. (:

Miley Cyrus - The Climb

"I can almost see it
That dream I’m dreaming but
There’s a voice inside my head sayin,
You’ll never reach it,
Every step I’m taking,
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking but I
Got to keep trying
Got to keep my head held high

There’s always going to be another mountain
I’m always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes i'm going to have to lose,
Ain’t about how fast I get there,
Ain’t about what’s waiting on the other side
It’s the climb

The struggles I’m facing,
The chances I’m taking
Sometimes might knock me down but
No I’m not breaking
I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I’m going to remember most yeah
Just got to keep going
And I,
I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on,
Cause...

There’s always going to be another mountain
I’m always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes i'm going to have to lose,
Ain’t about how fast I get there,
Ain’t about what’s waiting on the other side
It’s the climb

There’s always going to be another mountain
I’m always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes i'm going to have to lose,
Ain’t about how fast I get there,
Ain’t about what’s waiting on the other side
It’s the climb

Keep on moving
Keep climbing
Keep the faith baby
It’s all about
It’s all about
The climb
Keep the faith
Keep your faith"