is it wrong to feel sad because of them??

SHINee say goodbye. hiks. I'm sad because there won't be Juliette anymore. eventhough I'm not a fan of Juliette remix but in the same time I'm glad because for a moments they are far from shitdae. yeah, I hate them so much. who cares about those stupid sone! I hate them for stealing my Romeos. I hate SHINee for not refuse SNSD. I hate korean Shawol for not bashing shitdae. I hate all netizens who make shinee-generation pairing. S.T.O.P I.T!!! it's hurt when you love someone you can't have. I hate SHINee as much as I love them. I hate to love them. But I just can't not to love them. X((((( well. good luck on Japan. and I wish shitdae die soon. amen.




how can I not love them?

when I have to choose

If adult have to be realistic, I don't want to be an adult.

Can't I dream Can't I dream Can't I dream??
I want to be a movie director!! I know maybe I will find a hard time when I look for job, I know maybe I am not talented enough to be a famous people, I know I have to be realistic coz I AM AN ADULT. I know as a woman, I have to think about my future family, my future children and husband. And to live in entertainment world means your daily schedule is irregular. Think about my children, think about my husband, think about myself!!

Everyone told me "it's up to you to make choice. you're qualified enough to be veterinary or director."
Some people wants me to be a movie director, others want me to be a vet.
If it's possible, I want to be both, coz both are my dreams. But time can't let me choose both of them. I have to choose one.
But everybody keep saying "it's up to you." But I noe they (esp my parents) want me to be a vet rather than director. And the others say "Up to you. Up to you." that means they don't care about me as long as it doesn't affect any part of their lives.

I am very confused rite now. And he doesn't help either. But thanks to him, I can release my stress a bit. I believe in God, I believe when I work hard there will be a way.
Thanks to SHINee who help me to make sure about which way I want to choose. But my father keep insist me to take IPB.

It's not that I didn't thank God for letting me pass the SNMPTN and get my dream university. But still, my future dreams is to build a k-pop clothes shop while make movie.

Can't I dream? God, which way I should choose?
I don't want to make mistake in choosing my way.
I'm tired of crying. I'm tired of being left alone as a kid while my friends have grown up already.

"If only we could stop the time, I want to freeze the time in my childhood and live forever in it."

thanks to SHINee's words. You shine for me guys! :)

What do you want to say to those that want to become a star?
Onew: Cheers! Their dream is really big
Taemin: If you work hard, then everything will be fine. Fighting!
Jonghyun: Don’t give up.
Key: My answer is the same as Jonghyun-hyung’s, don’t give up!
Minho: Mine would be, “If you don’t give up your hopes and dreams, then there would always be a good result/ending.”