I went out with my friends today. Our group today consist of me, Boim, Laura, Andrew, Febby, and Gun.
We went to Taman Anggrek Mall, Binus University and again, Plaza Semanggi.
@ mta, I've been pushed to join ice skate, in order to make Febby and Andrew getting closer. XD
At the beginning, I was afraid to try it since it was my first time.
But surprisingly, I can skate on ice!^^
It's almost like playing in-line skate, haha.
Then we went to trial class at binus. Which was... not interesting.
Then we went eat at plaza semanggi and saw a lot of cosplayers. O.o
And when we're about to went home, I separated with them all.
And when I was walking alone, I recalled my memories with him.
I miss him.
I miss his voice.
I miss his laugh.
I miss his story about his life.
I miss our lame jokes.
I miss our unimportant debate.
I miss our fight days.
I miss my moments with him.
aitakatta.
Then, why always I be left behind?
He's a mature, potential, smart guy already while I'm still an immature, naive, labil and stupid girl.
I have to move forward, but each time I step on my path, I always look back and look to his path.
And it made me going nowhere.
I want to meet him again but I want to choose my own path.
I know IF I follow him, I'll end up bad. And he won't be good having me around as junior/friend.
I dunno what to do. I'll just keep walk on, I guess.
In my own path, of course.
anw, thx to Quentin for chatting with me, talking about manga and anime.
Sorry if I made u confused. lol
But u sure have my night brighter. =P
KUNANG-KUNANG
song and lyric by Krista Band.
melihat laut di hadapan
bintang di angkasa
di pandangan kulihat indahnya kunang-kunang.
Tak kusangka bisa menebak hati
Kurasa ingin melayang
Terbang bersama kunang-kunang.
Reff:
akankah diri dia sedang merinduku jauh di sana?
mungkinkah semua anganku kan terbalas
bersama indahnya malam...
bridge:
tapi kuyakin yang indah
senyuman bulan...
tapi aku tetap gundah...
translate:
looking to the sea under the starry night sky
in my sight, I see fireflies.
I don't realize my heart,
I wanna fly
Fly with the fireflies.
Will he be missing me right now?
Will my dreams come true as the beautiful night come...
Saturday, December 20, 2008
Tuesday, December 16, 2008
the journey starts today.
pff...
I'm on holiday rite now, (actually, I make my own holiday. =P) and I have decided to 'homeschooling' right now.
Coz, I realized I'm not smarter than my other friends. The competition standard is high.
So, if I don't start studying from now, I'll be left behind.
So here's my time schedule for 3 weeks:
week 1:
Dec 16 - Dec 19 ~ Chemistry.
Dec 20 ~ Trial Class @ binus, buy the form for the 2nd enrollment test.
week 2:
Dec 22 - Dec 27 ~ Basic Mathematics
*I planned to take a job, again, whether it's part time or not. From Dec 22 to Jan 5.
week 3:
Dec 29 - Jan 4 ~ Physics
And here's the registration and enrollment tests' schedule (supposedly it have been fixed dy) :
SIMAK UI =
Online registration ~ Jan 19 - Feb 22
Enrollment Test ~ March 1st, 2009.
Announcement ~ April 1st, 2009
UTUL UGM =
Registration ~ Jan 21 - March 24
Enrollment test ~ ??
Unpad
Form buyable period ~ Jan 14 - May 7
Form registration ~ May 14 - May 22
Enrollment test ~ June 7, 2009.
Announcement ~ June 25, 2009.
IPB? It still unknown.
But it supposed to be on July or August.
have to study for those tests.
ganbarimasu!!
Sometimes, I feel a burden on my back when I study.
My friends at class, they don't study as crazy as me yet they're better than me.
And also, almost all of my friends already got accepted in private university nd here I am, applied for nowhere, aiming too high for state university.
Sometimes I felt my burden twice heavier than them all.
But then, I realized.
Everyone has their own choice, their own path of life.
And this is my path I've chosen. So I better enjoy my own choice.
And who says I'm alone?
I've got friends who also aimed high to get into state university.
UI: Jerry, Calvin, Febby, Henza, Boim.
IPB: Febby, Luthfi.
UGM: Annas.
and there are more outside who aimed as high as us, even higher.
The questions that will make us different are just: 'How well you've been studying your subjects' and 'How ready you are to take this chance?'
Those are questions that I have to answer by myself. :)
I'm on holiday rite now, (actually, I make my own holiday. =P) and I have decided to 'homeschooling' right now.
Coz, I realized I'm not smarter than my other friends. The competition standard is high.
So, if I don't start studying from now, I'll be left behind.
So here's my time schedule for 3 weeks:
week 1:
Dec 16 - Dec 19 ~ Chemistry.
Dec 20 ~ Trial Class @ binus, buy the form for the 2nd enrollment test.
week 2:
Dec 22 - Dec 27 ~ Basic Mathematics
*I planned to take a job, again, whether it's part time or not. From Dec 22 to Jan 5.
week 3:
Dec 29 - Jan 4 ~ Physics
And here's the registration and enrollment tests' schedule (supposedly it have been fixed dy) :
SIMAK UI =
Online registration ~ Jan 19 - Feb 22
Enrollment Test ~ March 1st, 2009.
Announcement ~ April 1st, 2009
UTUL UGM =
Registration ~ Jan 21 - March 24
Enrollment test ~ ??
Unpad
Form buyable period ~ Jan 14 - May 7
Form registration ~ May 14 - May 22
Enrollment test ~ June 7, 2009.
Announcement ~ June 25, 2009.
IPB? It still unknown.
But it supposed to be on July or August.
have to study for those tests.
ganbarimasu!!
Sometimes, I feel a burden on my back when I study.
My friends at class, they don't study as crazy as me yet they're better than me.
And also, almost all of my friends already got accepted in private university nd here I am, applied for nowhere, aiming too high for state university.
Sometimes I felt my burden twice heavier than them all.
But then, I realized.
Everyone has their own choice, their own path of life.
And this is my path I've chosen. So I better enjoy my own choice.
And who says I'm alone?
I've got friends who also aimed high to get into state university.
UI: Jerry, Calvin, Febby, Henza, Boim.
IPB: Febby, Luthfi.
UGM: Annas.
and there are more outside who aimed as high as us, even higher.
The questions that will make us different are just: 'How well you've been studying your subjects' and 'How ready you are to take this chance?'
Those are questions that I have to answer by myself. :)
Sunday, December 14, 2008
dream...
Last night, I was unable to sleep. So I turned my walkman feature in my hp on and (finally) slept after listened to 44 songs.
Started with Sadis by Afgan and was ended by Apakah Ini Cinta by Ken-A-Rock. :)
So, as people slept, people would usually have a dream during their bedtime.
So did I.
Here's my dream:
I dreamt, I was in the first semester in grade 12. (In fact, semester 1 was over.)
Then my mum told me to transfer school, from Karya Iman to Labschool. (the school where I should be schooling at, but then refused that)
But in this dream, it's not Labschool kebayoran, but rawamangun.
In a short way, I got into a public transportation called 'angkot' to go to Rawamangun. (in real life, u can't go there just by angkot from my place. Coz it's in Jakarta!)
There, I met him. Sitting in the front seat.
He was surprised to see me (I guess he didn't expect to meet me yea?) and got more surprised when I said I want to go to Rawamangun.
There, I know from him that he wanted to go there also. But he didn't tell me exactly WHERE he go.
So I guessed, he wanted to go to his 'kost'. And yep, I was rite!^^
He told me his kost's name (I forget its name) but surprisingly, I knew that place.
I could describe it well and he agreed with my describe. I remember I mentioned my aunt lived there too and looks like I'll be living there too IF I got accepted in Labschool.
The next thing I know was I rounded my arms around his neck, through the front chair.
Not choking him, but kinda hugging him.
wth!!
I didn't know anything, I'm innocent! I can't control my own dream, u noe?
ok, back to the story.
After chat for a while, finally we went to the kost.
There, I met some of his friends.
I dunno why but I kept beside him and sometimes hugged him or he 'piggy back' me on his back. And we joke n laugh together. As friend of course.
pff...ok I noe this is nonsense.
Then came his friend who (looks like) have a crush on him.
She put her head on his shoulder and they embrace each other.
So, since I have no activity, I went look around the place. And yeah, I found it's haunted. ==a
And lots of suicide case *gasp*
Since I was scared, I decided to sleep in my mother's house.
In the middle of my the journey, I met 'abi'!!^^
He was sitting and smoking, enjoying the afternoon.
I asked 'abi'(Salman's father) how is Salman. Where do he take college now.
And he answered "He's already graduate, now he's working."
Unbelieveable!
4 years ago I heard he just got into high school and now he's graduated already?? Isn't it to fast? =X
anw, Salman is my first friend when I lived in my old house.
And also my first love. hahahaha
ok, the story ends here.
Well, actually this is not the first time he appeared in my dream.
Everytime when I beside him, I feel comfort, and safe. Either in dream or in reality.
Maybe because he's fat and I'm not? So he's like a comfy sofa to me? haha.
I dunno. Really.
But talking to him, is always my pleasure.
Do I'm in love? I guess the answer is no. :)
If yes, I should be jealous when he's together with his crush.
He is my bestfriend, I used to think him as my big brother (although I'm older than him), my rival, my catfighting partner, my teacher of life, or a friend that always can give me good advice.
Well, actually I kinda miss our old days. The day when we're still in primary. The day when he's striving hard to get into medical faculty.
Now, he's grown up already.
And here I am, alone. Still a teenager that haven't decided yet what I really want.
I kinda lost him, although I knew it already. He's still there.
Willing to give me advice if I need one. =)
I guess I have to think about what I really want to do once again.
Until then, farewell. =)
Started with Sadis by Afgan and was ended by Apakah Ini Cinta by Ken-A-Rock. :)
So, as people slept, people would usually have a dream during their bedtime.
So did I.
Here's my dream:
I dreamt, I was in the first semester in grade 12. (In fact, semester 1 was over.)
Then my mum told me to transfer school, from Karya Iman to Labschool. (the school where I should be schooling at, but then refused that)
But in this dream, it's not Labschool kebayoran, but rawamangun.
In a short way, I got into a public transportation called 'angkot' to go to Rawamangun. (in real life, u can't go there just by angkot from my place. Coz it's in Jakarta!)
There, I met him. Sitting in the front seat.
He was surprised to see me (I guess he didn't expect to meet me yea?) and got more surprised when I said I want to go to Rawamangun.
There, I know from him that he wanted to go there also. But he didn't tell me exactly WHERE he go.
So I guessed, he wanted to go to his 'kost'. And yep, I was rite!^^
He told me his kost's name (I forget its name) but surprisingly, I knew that place.
I could describe it well and he agreed with my describe. I remember I mentioned my aunt lived there too and looks like I'll be living there too IF I got accepted in Labschool.
The next thing I know was I rounded my arms around his neck, through the front chair.
Not choking him, but kinda hugging him.
wth!!
I didn't know anything, I'm innocent! I can't control my own dream, u noe?
ok, back to the story.
After chat for a while, finally we went to the kost.
There, I met some of his friends.
I dunno why but I kept beside him and sometimes hugged him or he 'piggy back' me on his back. And we joke n laugh together. As friend of course.
pff...ok I noe this is nonsense.
Then came his friend who (looks like) have a crush on him.
She put her head on his shoulder and they embrace each other.
So, since I have no activity, I went look around the place. And yeah, I found it's haunted. ==a
And lots of suicide case *gasp*
Since I was scared, I decided to sleep in my mother's house.
In the middle of my the journey, I met 'abi'!!^^
He was sitting and smoking, enjoying the afternoon.
I asked 'abi'(Salman's father) how is Salman. Where do he take college now.
And he answered "He's already graduate, now he's working."
Unbelieveable!
4 years ago I heard he just got into high school and now he's graduated already?? Isn't it to fast? =X
anw, Salman is my first friend when I lived in my old house.
And also my first love. hahahaha
ok, the story ends here.
Well, actually this is not the first time he appeared in my dream.
Everytime when I beside him, I feel comfort, and safe. Either in dream or in reality.
Maybe because he's fat and I'm not? So he's like a comfy sofa to me? haha.
I dunno. Really.
But talking to him, is always my pleasure.
Do I'm in love? I guess the answer is no. :)
If yes, I should be jealous when he's together with his crush.
He is my bestfriend, I used to think him as my big brother (although I'm older than him), my rival, my catfighting partner, my teacher of life, or a friend that always can give me good advice.
Well, actually I kinda miss our old days. The day when we're still in primary. The day when he's striving hard to get into medical faculty.
Now, he's grown up already.
And here I am, alone. Still a teenager that haven't decided yet what I really want.
I kinda lost him, although I knew it already. He's still there.
Willing to give me advice if I need one. =)
I guess I have to think about what I really want to do once again.
Until then, farewell. =)
Saturday, December 13, 2008
time capsule
i'm stil suffering my illnessess: cough, fever, influenza.
but I won't cry over it. Let's move on.
Today, I dig up the bookshelf at the middle of my room.
And I found my old notebook!!!
natsukashiina...
here's the content, it's about what I used to believed in:
RULES FOR MYSELF
Chapter 1: Study @ school
1. I can't get good marks by copying others' answers.
2. Never copycatting others' work
3. Good mark isn't a must but I have to work hard to get it.
And if I failed, there's must be a regret that made me better.
4. I may not like the teacher but I can't hate the study.
5. No matter how stupid I am in a study, I musn't hate it.
I have to study again n again until fully understand.
6. Must increase my knowledge. Open up my mind nd point of view.
Chapter 2: Religion
1. Like everyone else, I may think that what I believed in is the best in world.
But it doesn't mean I can push somebody to believe in wat I believed. *remember Al-Quraisy!*
2. For me, Islam is already the best.
But I can n have to study abt other relìgion.
3. I must not do what God has forbade us. Especially just because of LIFESTYLE.
4. However, I can't n musn't be an atheis or went 'murtad'
Chapter 3: Sociality
1. I must not chose friends, especially just bcoz of personality, physically, n money. (unless he/she really pissed me off n unuseful human, which is mean nobody.)
2. If I hate somebody, don't curse. Just re-evaluate myself: do I really better than her/him?
If yes, well be proud of yourself.
If no, well then why u hate her/him?
3. I'm a shy person. I don't have to smile n say hi to everyone. But at least show it by attitude that I respect them.
Don't be a NATO person. Ppl like that is nothing!
4. Never really listen to what other's said till I noe the truth.
N I shouldn't follow trend that I haven't know the importance of it yet.
JUST BE YOURSELF.
Chapter 4: Past, Present, Future
PAST
1. No matter how painful, how embarassed, how sad or how happy I am in the past, I will never forget that.
2. We lived by learning our mistakes in the past.
3. No matter what kind of past we have, someday it'll make us miss the old days. :)
PRESENT
1. Do whatever that can be done today.
2. Try to do this:
"ibadahlah seperti kamu akan mati esok hari dan bekerjalah seperti kamu hidup selamanya"
FUTURE
1. I can be what I want to be, as long I have 'will', 'talent', 'hardwork', 'knowledge'.
2. I must have my own vision of life.
And it has to match my personality.
So far my ambition is:
a. film director
b. script writer
c. novelist
d. psychologist
e. veterinary
f. volunteer
g. 'ahli filsafat'??!
h. anime maker
i. song writer
j. game maker
k. web designer
l. computer programmer
m. literature expert (great poetry maybe?)
my hidden obsession:
a. Being a psycho! woohoo!!
b. Being a free hippies.
3. If I have succeed already, I won't forget my parents and family. Friends also. :)
Chapter 5: Love
1. I am a loyal person but once I get hurt I'll hurt even harder.
The fact is I ALWAYS THINK MY LOVER'S HAPPINESS INSTEAD OF MINE. =X
2. Once I loved somebody I won't and I can't like other people other than him.
3. I shouldn't love a boy by his look.
Well, that's it.
I really forget about this book and when I read it, I laugh yet questioning the rules.
Did I really have done them all?
I guess the answer is... NO, not yet.
The 'present' part, I still can't do it until this day.
And I can't believe all my ambitions were, especially the f, g, and m. hahaha
They're so not me!
Or Tita in d past know herself better than Tita in present?
Or I've changed?
that's why I kinda hate this phase: from a child to a grown up.
I'll comment about my 'previous' ambitions later.
Anyway, this is one of my reason for blogging.
Each time I wrote, it's like I am sending a piece of postcard to the future.
The postcards kinda express how was my condition, what happened in the past, and it's full of memories.
so maybe later on, I could read my 'pieces of postcards' n have a nostalgic time, take a lesson from my past and surely move forward. :)
that is why I named this blog as pieces of ehagaki. =D
*ehagaki: postcard with picture on it.
but I won't cry over it. Let's move on.
Today, I dig up the bookshelf at the middle of my room.
And I found my old notebook!!!
natsukashiina...
here's the content, it's about what I used to believed in:
RULES FOR MYSELF
Chapter 1: Study @ school
1. I can't get good marks by copying others' answers.
2. Never copycatting others' work
3. Good mark isn't a must but I have to work hard to get it.
And if I failed, there's must be a regret that made me better.
4. I may not like the teacher but I can't hate the study.
5. No matter how stupid I am in a study, I musn't hate it.
I have to study again n again until fully understand.
6. Must increase my knowledge. Open up my mind nd point of view.
Chapter 2: Religion
1. Like everyone else, I may think that what I believed in is the best in world.
But it doesn't mean I can push somebody to believe in wat I believed. *remember Al-Quraisy!*
2. For me, Islam is already the best.
But I can n have to study abt other relìgion.
3. I must not do what God has forbade us. Especially just because of LIFESTYLE.
4. However, I can't n musn't be an atheis or went 'murtad'
Chapter 3: Sociality
1. I must not chose friends, especially just bcoz of personality, physically, n money. (unless he/she really pissed me off n unuseful human, which is mean nobody.)
2. If I hate somebody, don't curse. Just re-evaluate myself: do I really better than her/him?
If yes, well be proud of yourself.
If no, well then why u hate her/him?
3. I'm a shy person. I don't have to smile n say hi to everyone. But at least show it by attitude that I respect them.
Don't be a NATO person. Ppl like that is nothing!
4. Never really listen to what other's said till I noe the truth.
N I shouldn't follow trend that I haven't know the importance of it yet.
JUST BE YOURSELF.
Chapter 4: Past, Present, Future
PAST
1. No matter how painful, how embarassed, how sad or how happy I am in the past, I will never forget that.
2. We lived by learning our mistakes in the past.
3. No matter what kind of past we have, someday it'll make us miss the old days. :)
PRESENT
1. Do whatever that can be done today.
2. Try to do this:
"ibadahlah seperti kamu akan mati esok hari dan bekerjalah seperti kamu hidup selamanya"
FUTURE
1. I can be what I want to be, as long I have 'will', 'talent', 'hardwork', 'knowledge'.
2. I must have my own vision of life.
And it has to match my personality.
So far my ambition is:
a. film director
b. script writer
c. novelist
d. psychologist
e. veterinary
f. volunteer
g. 'ahli filsafat'??!
h. anime maker
i. song writer
j. game maker
k. web designer
l. computer programmer
m. literature expert (great poetry maybe?)
my hidden obsession:
a. Being a psycho! woohoo!!
b. Being a free hippies.
3. If I have succeed already, I won't forget my parents and family. Friends also. :)
Chapter 5: Love
1. I am a loyal person but once I get hurt I'll hurt even harder.
The fact is I ALWAYS THINK MY LOVER'S HAPPINESS INSTEAD OF MINE. =X
2. Once I loved somebody I won't and I can't like other people other than him.
3. I shouldn't love a boy by his look.
Well, that's it.
I really forget about this book and when I read it, I laugh yet questioning the rules.
Did I really have done them all?
I guess the answer is... NO, not yet.
The 'present' part, I still can't do it until this day.
And I can't believe all my ambitions were, especially the f, g, and m. hahaha
They're so not me!
Or Tita in d past know herself better than Tita in present?
Or I've changed?
that's why I kinda hate this phase: from a child to a grown up.
I'll comment about my 'previous' ambitions later.
Anyway, this is one of my reason for blogging.
Each time I wrote, it's like I am sending a piece of postcard to the future.
The postcards kinda express how was my condition, what happened in the past, and it's full of memories.
so maybe later on, I could read my 'pieces of postcards' n have a nostalgic time, take a lesson from my past and surely move forward. :)
that is why I named this blog as pieces of ehagaki. =D
*ehagaki: postcard with picture on it.
Thursday, December 11, 2008
Sick, sick, sick.
I'm ill.
As usual~6 monthly sickness~sore-throat strikes back.
With dry cough.
And as usual too, I want some loving care nd shrimp bruschetta. I don't noe why but everytime I'm feeling unhealthy, I want to eat shrimp. Boiled or steamed, not fried.
So I asked my mom to buy me one from Pizza Hut. Apparently she get her coldnwettemperature-allergic strikes n not really in mood to go outside.
So she asks me to call 108 for asking Pizza's number n call for delivery.
I am, u noe, extremely sensitive especially when I get sick.
how could She don't treat me well when I am sick? Should I take care of my self when I am sick like this?! How poor I am.
I almost cry.
But I try to be mature enough. It's so childish to crying over d small stuff like this.
But surprisingly, when I already called the pizza nd get down to eat my lunch-and also my breakfast (fortunately it's soup with BIG shrimp :D), I catch my mom is calling. For Pizza hut!!
SHE DO CARE ABOUT ME!! xD
I'm happy, but quickly I tell her dat I already ordered.
Nd btw, just now I remembered that someone ever told me: 'sickness that we suffer is one of the ways to erase our sins.'
If that's true, well I hope this will erase much enough my sins...
Anw, Fia and Fauziah did visit me today.
Their purpose was actually to return my DVDs nd borrow some more.
But they saw me in bed, like a post-givingbirth mother, covered with bed cover. haha
So they also blessed me get well soon. :)
Ah, I need my Edward.
I am reading 'twilight' now nd I fall in love with Edward's attitude.
I wish he will do the same thing like Edward's did to me.
Let God be the only one who really knows who he is.
Coz I don't really noe who I mean too. haha
As usual~6 monthly sickness~sore-throat strikes back.
With dry cough.
And as usual too, I want some loving care nd shrimp bruschetta. I don't noe why but everytime I'm feeling unhealthy, I want to eat shrimp. Boiled or steamed, not fried.
So I asked my mom to buy me one from Pizza Hut. Apparently she get her coldnwettemperature-allergic strikes n not really in mood to go outside.
So she asks me to call 108 for asking Pizza's number n call for delivery.
I am, u noe, extremely sensitive especially when I get sick.
how could She don't treat me well when I am sick? Should I take care of my self when I am sick like this?! How poor I am.
I almost cry.
But I try to be mature enough. It's so childish to crying over d small stuff like this.
But surprisingly, when I already called the pizza nd get down to eat my lunch-and also my breakfast (fortunately it's soup with BIG shrimp :D), I catch my mom is calling. For Pizza hut!!
SHE DO CARE ABOUT ME!! xD
I'm happy, but quickly I tell her dat I already ordered.
Nd btw, just now I remembered that someone ever told me: 'sickness that we suffer is one of the ways to erase our sins.'
If that's true, well I hope this will erase much enough my sins...
Anw, Fia and Fauziah did visit me today.
Their purpose was actually to return my DVDs nd borrow some more.
But they saw me in bed, like a post-givingbirth mother, covered with bed cover. haha
So they also blessed me get well soon. :)
Ah, I need my Edward.
I am reading 'twilight' now nd I fall in love with Edward's attitude.
I wish he will do the same thing like Edward's did to me.
Let God be the only one who really knows who he is.
Coz I don't really noe who I mean too. haha
Tuesday, December 09, 2008
birthday party (again)
Not mine. It's Fia's. Yesterday was her birthday but due to national holiday, she hold a party today.
Well, not really a party sehh... Just eating together at her home.
But I think I should write from the beginning. :)
At the morning, I met Tyo ('brother') nd he said sorry for not replied my text.
Then I saw Berry,, so I greeted him happy birthday nd he thanked me n air-hi5 me... Wat's made me confused was my heart beat so fast when I greet him.
It's not like I still have crush on him... (yea, he broke ma heart badly last year)
But why dis heart??? *confused*
ok, move on. After school, since I have no remedial today, I watched MBA with Laura n Boim @cinema.
There are lots of high schooler from public school who also watched dis.
They r so.... ANNOYING!! Noisy!
It's like they came from village. Norak! =X
The movie, MBA or Married By 'Accident' was actually gross and nasty.
But 'Sarah Sechan' made dis a bit funny.
After dat, we met Grace n accompanied her to eat @KFC.
There I saw a guy whose hair looked like Diaz!
I tried to recognize him nd I ended up stared @ him.lol
Not only hair but also d eyes, nose and lips.
I wonder if he's really him. haha
He stared @me too n I guess we both staring each other. haha
But @ d end, I think it's not him. :P
Was I being haunted by him or really his face is too common? =P *no offense*
After that I went home nd chatted a while with Suren. He just laughed when I told d story. -_-'
Then I took a shower nd went to Fia's house.
We had a lot of fun, especially with d XII SOCIAL boys.
They're funny. N scary too when eat.
They grabbed food like they never eat for a week. haha
Boy was d funniest..
He took almost all d fried banana nd end with stomachache.
He wanted to go to bathroom but shy. lol
Well, I guess I have to end this since my tutor is already come.
I'm blo99ing using hp too! haha
Well, not really a party sehh... Just eating together at her home.
But I think I should write from the beginning. :)
At the morning, I met Tyo ('brother') nd he said sorry for not replied my text.
Then I saw Berry,, so I greeted him happy birthday nd he thanked me n air-hi5 me... Wat's made me confused was my heart beat so fast when I greet him.
It's not like I still have crush on him... (yea, he broke ma heart badly last year)
But why dis heart??? *confused*
ok, move on. After school, since I have no remedial today, I watched MBA with Laura n Boim @cinema.
There are lots of high schooler from public school who also watched dis.
They r so.... ANNOYING!! Noisy!
It's like they came from village. Norak! =X
The movie, MBA or Married By 'Accident' was actually gross and nasty.
But 'Sarah Sechan' made dis a bit funny.
After dat, we met Grace n accompanied her to eat @KFC.
There I saw a guy whose hair looked like Diaz!
I tried to recognize him nd I ended up stared @ him.lol
Not only hair but also d eyes, nose and lips.
I wonder if he's really him. haha
He stared @me too n I guess we both staring each other. haha
But @ d end, I think it's not him. :P
Was I being haunted by him or really his face is too common? =P *no offense*
After that I went home nd chatted a while with Suren. He just laughed when I told d story. -_-'
Then I took a shower nd went to Fia's house.
We had a lot of fun, especially with d XII SOCIAL boys.
They're funny. N scary too when eat.
They grabbed food like they never eat for a week. haha
Boy was d funniest..
He took almost all d fried banana nd end with stomachache.
He wanted to go to bathroom but shy. lol
Well, I guess I have to end this since my tutor is already come.
I'm blo99ing using hp too! haha
Monday, December 08, 2008
hari raya Idul Adha
well, nothing special today.
We just go to the mosque to shalat Ied, and then go home.
Our car is being rented, so the whole family have to walk to mosque and then back to home again. ==a
oh yeah, I forgot to write about the ceremony on the "Teacher's Day", the day which I have to be the conductor. =X
The choir was the Jr. High Students. I have to conduct them singing, although I even didn't know the national song we have to sing. hahaha
The song titled as "Terima Kasih Guruku" (Thank you My Teacher), I did know the song but I didn't really know the lyric.
So I conduct them with a confused face *even there's one of the boys who laughed at me while singing and another was checking whether I was right or not* =.="
And when it wasn't my turn, I often look at my right--to the primary school students' line--and stare at 'mini' diaz that stood at front line.
HAHAHAHA
seriously, he's really looked like him when we're still in primary. Only taller and thinner. The way he stood, the way he talked, the way he smiled, and the way he dress (pants until the tummy? lol), it's all same!
when it's time for us to listened to the "advice" from the ceremony holder (this time, he's from the Cikarang Education Department), he talked a long way and it seems that he's so happy dat he won't stop. The point of his speech was only "thanks for invite me. I'm really happy." ==a
oh ya, in class, my classmates scolded me and laughed me because the way I walked at the ceremony. They said I walked like models in catwalk meanwhile my hand act like the soldier when walk. >_<
pff,, got to go. my aunt gonna take the laptop for a week. >.<
We just go to the mosque to shalat Ied, and then go home.
Our car is being rented, so the whole family have to walk to mosque and then back to home again. ==a
oh yeah, I forgot to write about the ceremony on the "Teacher's Day", the day which I have to be the conductor. =X
The choir was the Jr. High Students. I have to conduct them singing, although I even didn't know the national song we have to sing. hahaha
The song titled as "Terima Kasih Guruku" (Thank you My Teacher), I did know the song but I didn't really know the lyric.
So I conduct them with a confused face *even there's one of the boys who laughed at me while singing and another was checking whether I was right or not* =.="
And when it wasn't my turn, I often look at my right--to the primary school students' line--and stare at 'mini' diaz that stood at front line.
HAHAHAHA
seriously, he's really looked like him when we're still in primary. Only taller and thinner. The way he stood, the way he talked, the way he smiled, and the way he dress (pants until the tummy? lol), it's all same!
when it's time for us to listened to the "advice" from the ceremony holder (this time, he's from the Cikarang Education Department), he talked a long way and it seems that he's so happy dat he won't stop. The point of his speech was only "thanks for invite me. I'm really happy." ==a
oh ya, in class, my classmates scolded me and laughed me because the way I walked at the ceremony. They said I walked like models in catwalk meanwhile my hand act like the soldier when walk. >_<
pff,, got to go. my aunt gonna take the laptop for a week. >.<
Saturday, December 06, 2008
fun nd tiring saturday
yeay!
I got my laptop back!!! xD
but only for 3 days, because my aunt will borrow it for a week for her training... >_<
so let's blogging fast..
I had my 1st semester exams during this week. It's damn tiring and frustrating!
But at least I have 76 on biology and 80 on chemical! yeaahh...
I hope my math and the other will go as well as my bio and chem.. (amen!!) Unfortunately, I didn't pass the history and civil. arrggghh...
that old h**!!
anyway...
I went to Bekasi today with Boim, Ziunk and Jorie..let say it's for celebrating our 'freedom' from those suck exams... although we still have remedial for next week.
mwahahahaha... =P
We watched "twilight" at Mega Bekasi. It's so romantic, so sweet and so nice!!! Edward and Bella. They're perfectly meant-to-be.
I wanna my own Edward too... huhuhu
there's no way I could find one. >_<
and then we hang out in MM. Eat this eat that, (actually I barely eat coz I'm on DIET. hahaha!! kidding. I'm no mood for food) buy this buy that... and suddenly all my money gone!!
I spent all my money!! OMG... =X
how should I survive this month?? >_<
we're planning to watch Journet to the Center of The Earth on Tuesday (3D yea!). It'll cost Rp 50.000.. I have to crying nd beg for extra money to my mom.. =X
oh, by the way, I'm officially student of President University now.
But I won't give up!! I'll take the test for University of Indonesia (UI), Bogor University of Agriculture (IPB) and Padjadjaran University (UnPad). I won't surrender till the very end.
I don't want to end up in Lippo Cikarang (again). Spending the 9th years in the same city? And then have to work in this city (again)?? I guess no.
well, I have to brainstorming for yearbook idea. Need helps... *~*
I got my laptop back!!! xD
but only for 3 days, because my aunt will borrow it for a week for her training... >_<
so let's blogging fast..
I had my 1st semester exams during this week. It's damn tiring and frustrating!
But at least I have 76 on biology and 80 on chemical! yeaahh...
I hope my math and the other will go as well as my bio and chem.. (amen!!) Unfortunately, I didn't pass the history and civil. arrggghh...
that old h**!!
anyway...
I went to Bekasi today with Boim, Ziunk and Jorie..let say it's for celebrating our 'freedom' from those suck exams... although we still have remedial for next week.
mwahahahaha... =P
We watched "twilight" at Mega Bekasi. It's so romantic, so sweet and so nice!!! Edward and Bella. They're perfectly meant-to-be.
I wanna my own Edward too... huhuhu
there's no way I could find one. >_<
and then we hang out in MM. Eat this eat that, (actually I barely eat coz I'm on DIET. hahaha!! kidding. I'm no mood for food) buy this buy that... and suddenly all my money gone!!
I spent all my money!! OMG... =X
how should I survive this month?? >_<
we're planning to watch Journet to the Center of The Earth on Tuesday (3D yea!). It'll cost Rp 50.000.. I have to crying nd beg for extra money to my mom.. =X
oh, by the way, I'm officially student of President University now.
But I won't give up!! I'll take the test for University of Indonesia (UI), Bogor University of Agriculture (IPB) and Padjadjaran University (UnPad). I won't surrender till the very end.
I don't want to end up in Lippo Cikarang (again). Spending the 9th years in the same city? And then have to work in this city (again)?? I guess no.
well, I have to brainstorming for yearbook idea. Need helps... *~*
Sunday, November 23, 2008
a lot things happened since the last time I've blogged.
first, I took the test for President University's scholarship. And I got the 3rd scholarship!!
can you believe that?
Actually, I ain't that proud coz I was aiming to get the 1st scholarship (summary is 250million rupiah) and then reject for that. haha
Sounds cool and arrogant. =P
But the problem is, I got only the third scholarship and my parents kinda push me to take that scholarship.
Depressing, huh?
I cried because of this.
The reason why I don't wanna take the scholarship is :
1. PU is located on Jababeka. It is far far away like in the "pedalaman". I even don't know how to get there and how to get home from there. =X
2. PU's facility is poor!! The canteen even worse than my school's.
3. I got scholarship for Information Technology major, which is I hate and I can't. T_T
I talked to Diaz, and he say like this (well, not exactly like this, just the point) :
I may be a bit rebellion to my parents, but when I have been adviced by Diaz, I always follow his suggestion. lol.
I guess he's my 'pawang' =P
nah, just kidding. It because he can explain it with a reasonable reason and he don't stand for me nor my parents. :D
second,
I attended a seminar in President University to represent my school. This seminar called "The International Entrepreneur Education Seminar".
I got a lot of lessons and also new friends. :D
and haha, there's a boy who seems want to get know me *confident mode ON*
his friends always get noisy whenever I walked near them and always pointing at me and shouted "Isn't it her? The yellow jacket one whom you like, Andreas?" ==a
Oh my God, it's embarassing.
And when the seminar was over, I saw him--I dunno if it's only his act or real--he got scolded by his lecturer. =X
so-not-a-gentle-man!! hahaha
third,
tomorrow--which is Monday--we'll have a ceremony. And I must be a conductor!!
OMG!!
It's been a long time since I become a conductor. Jr. High School, I guess.
I am nervous, yes. I dunno which one is better, become a conductor--who can't sing well and can't direct and also can't read music note--or become the "paskib".
I can't do both well!!
I guess we have to hope for the best. >_<
fourth,
I met someone like Suren at the seminar and met a kid whose smile looks like Diaz!!!
ahahahaha
Just wait if I can meet someone who looks like Thura. And I'll complete the replica of STD
xD xD xD
oopsie.. better run before Diaz and Suren kill me.. haha :P
first, I took the test for President University's scholarship. And I got the 3rd scholarship!!
can you believe that?
Actually, I ain't that proud coz I was aiming to get the 1st scholarship (summary is 250million rupiah) and then reject for that. haha
Sounds cool and arrogant. =P
But the problem is, I got only the third scholarship and my parents kinda push me to take that scholarship.
Depressing, huh?
I cried because of this.
The reason why I don't wanna take the scholarship is :
1. PU is located on Jababeka. It is far far away like in the "pedalaman". I even don't know how to get there and how to get home from there. =X
2. PU's facility is poor!! The canteen even worse than my school's.
3. I got scholarship for Information Technology major, which is I hate and I can't. T_T
I talked to Diaz, and he say like this (well, not exactly like this, just the point) :
"Saran gue lo ambil aja beasiswa itu buat amannya. Masa depan itu urusan Allah, barangkali aja masa depan lo ada di IT. Tapi lo coba aja cari beasiswa di PTN2 lain. Siapa tahu keterima..."
So well, I guess I have to listen to other's advice.
I may be a bit rebellion to my parents, but when I have been adviced by Diaz, I always follow his suggestion. lol.
I guess he's my 'pawang' =P
nah, just kidding. It because he can explain it with a reasonable reason and he don't stand for me nor my parents. :D
second,
I attended a seminar in President University to represent my school. This seminar called "The International Entrepreneur Education Seminar".
I got a lot of lessons and also new friends. :D
and haha, there's a boy who seems want to get know me *confident mode ON*
his friends always get noisy whenever I walked near them and always pointing at me and shouted "Isn't it her? The yellow jacket one whom you like, Andreas?" ==a
Oh my God, it's embarassing.
And when the seminar was over, I saw him--I dunno if it's only his act or real--he got scolded by his lecturer. =X
so-not-a-gentle-man!! hahaha
third,
tomorrow--which is Monday--we'll have a ceremony. And I must be a conductor!!
OMG!!
It's been a long time since I become a conductor. Jr. High School, I guess.
I am nervous, yes. I dunno which one is better, become a conductor--who can't sing well and can't direct and also can't read music note--or become the "paskib".
I can't do both well!!
I guess we have to hope for the best. >_<
fourth,
I met someone like Suren at the seminar and met a kid whose smile looks like Diaz!!!
ahahahaha
Just wait if I can meet someone who looks like Thura. And I'll complete the replica of STD
xD xD xD
oopsie.. better run before Diaz and Suren kill me.. haha :P
Friday, November 14, 2008
Chuck Bass ~ Gossip Girl
serena van der woodsen - chuck bass - blair waldorf - nate archiebald
doesn't it kinda remind u with "Twilight"??
yes, an affair of two lonely people.. xD a betrayal to a boyfriend and bestfriend
yes, I loved them!!! They looked good together, aren't they? ;D
badass or not, he's adorable ;D
a very nasty picture (but still, I adore him)
those charming eyes... *melt*These are some picture of my new adorable sensual irresistable Chuck Bass from Gossip Girl.
Gosh, I really loved him when he's making affair with Blair. Those eyes looks really lonely. Although at first, I thought he was a bad kisser. bwahahaha... =P
yeah, because he's Chuck Bass!!
birthday picture
YES!! I AM 17 yeaRs oLd!! (already, 18 days ago)
Lovely Strawberry with Creamy Cheese
the sweet seventeen birthday cake (that is too late for 18 days)
me, Alya, and the Strawberry Cheese Cake
made by "Cheese Cake Factory" *slurp*
Thursday, November 13, 2008
a birthday
Today is Alya Amalia's birthday: November 13th.
FYI, she is my youngest sister and the most I loved xD
well... let"s recall from the earliest things this morning.
5:50 am = Mom's waking me up just to ask "did you see the Indonesian Big Dictionary??" and I quickly replied "No" and then go to sleep again. hahaha
anyway, I guess I was too addicted to Gossip Girl. Because I dreamed about it last night, and since there were A LOT of scene that should be only can be seen by the 14+ years old (read as: A LOT of Making Out Scene and Plus Plus~ but I enjoyed it when It comes to Chuck Bass and Blair Waldorf. WAHAHAHAHA!!!)
In my dream, Serena became pregnant-that's why, young generation, never never never have free sex!-because, yeah, of course, too much spending time with Dan. haha. (and guess what, in the next episode of Gossip Girl that I watched, Serena were accused to be pregnant!!)
And suddenly, it's me who became pregnant!!
WHAAAAAAAAATTT?!?!?!?!?!
what the hell! ==a
but in my dream, it seemed that the father of 'my baby' was Chuck Bass (yeah baby yeah!! :P) or Nate Archibald [so did in the drama ==a]
and I gave birth the baby at the bath tub! mwahahahaha...
Can't it be worse again?
But the baby was extremely fat, cute, and innocent. I adore him (or her?? I didn't check it) like a REAL mother love her baby. I know it was JUST A DREAM, but because of the dream, I do really want a baby right now! hahaha
but to think it twice, I don't want it right now. Since I haven't been married yet, and I am still school, and... I am still a teenager. I don't wanna spend my youth taking care a baby..
but gaaaahhhh..............
I ADORE CHUCK BASS SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it feels like I wanna say "hey Chuck, I wanna have you! (not your babies, like Natasha Bedingfield sang. haha)"
okaayyy,, after that such weird dream. I have to wake up.
And I suddenly realize that my torso is ACHE!! ougghhh....
It must be because the circuit training we did on the previous day. damn damn damn..
what could make the day worse was.... Physics in the morning.
Mr. Pribadi was getting annoying day by day!!
when I prepared the chemical report, he said that he will take our papers if we don't stop writing. Ok, it's still reasonable.
But when a BEE stopped by BESIDE me (I have a insect phobia) and I prefer to left my chair along with Tania and asked for ANYBODY to get rid of it, he only said "Watch out. It can stings."
Jgerrrr!!! DUaarrr!!
Oh please, everybody even the dumbest and craziest people in the world or even kindergarten kids would have know that BEE CAN STINGS!!!!
What kind of teacher he is?? It's no use at all telling us that fact!!
anyway, do you notice that 2+15=17 ?? hahaha
and the point is.. we blew up OUR candles together (in One Cake!! lol) and eat the cake together. :D Isn't that sweet? *aaahhhh....* =P
well anyway, my wish for now is only that I will pass the national final exam and the IPB's entrance exam. Amen God! ^^
happy 2 year birthday dear... ^^
FYI, she is my youngest sister and the most I loved xD
well... let"s recall from the earliest things this morning.
5:50 am = Mom's waking me up just to ask "did you see the Indonesian Big Dictionary??" and I quickly replied "No" and then go to sleep again. hahaha
anyway, I guess I was too addicted to Gossip Girl. Because I dreamed about it last night, and since there were A LOT of scene that should be only can be seen by the 14+ years old (read as: A LOT of Making Out Scene and Plus Plus~ but I enjoyed it when It comes to Chuck Bass and Blair Waldorf. WAHAHAHAHA!!!)
In my dream, Serena became pregnant-that's why, young generation, never never never have free sex!-because, yeah, of course, too much spending time with Dan. haha. (and guess what, in the next episode of Gossip Girl that I watched, Serena were accused to be pregnant!!)
And suddenly, it's me who became pregnant!!
WHAAAAAAAAATTT?!?!?!?!?!
what the hell! ==a
but in my dream, it seemed that the father of 'my baby' was Chuck Bass (yeah baby yeah!! :P) or Nate Archibald [so did in the drama ==a]
and I gave birth the baby at the bath tub! mwahahahaha...
Can't it be worse again?
But the baby was extremely fat, cute, and innocent. I adore him (or her?? I didn't check it) like a REAL mother love her baby. I know it was JUST A DREAM, but because of the dream, I do really want a baby right now! hahaha
but to think it twice, I don't want it right now. Since I haven't been married yet, and I am still school, and... I am still a teenager. I don't wanna spend my youth taking care a baby..
but gaaaahhhh..............
I ADORE CHUCK BASS SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it feels like I wanna say "hey Chuck, I wanna have you! (not your babies, like Natasha Bedingfield sang. haha)"
okaayyy,, after that such weird dream. I have to wake up.
And I suddenly realize that my torso is ACHE!! ougghhh....
It must be because the circuit training we did on the previous day. damn damn damn..
what could make the day worse was.... Physics in the morning.
Mr. Pribadi was getting annoying day by day!!
when I prepared the chemical report, he said that he will take our papers if we don't stop writing. Ok, it's still reasonable.
But when a BEE stopped by BESIDE me (I have a insect phobia) and I prefer to left my chair along with Tania and asked for ANYBODY to get rid of it, he only said "Watch out. It can stings."
Jgerrrr!!! DUaarrr!!
Oh please, everybody even the dumbest and craziest people in the world or even kindergarten kids would have know that BEE CAN STINGS!!!!
What kind of teacher he is?? It's no use at all telling us that fact!!
anyway, do you notice that 2+15=17 ?? hahaha
and the point is.. we blew up OUR candles together (in One Cake!! lol) and eat the cake together. :D Isn't that sweet? *aaahhhh....* =P
well anyway, my wish for now is only that I will pass the national final exam and the IPB's entrance exam. Amen God! ^^
happy 2 year birthday dear... ^^
Monday, November 10, 2008
On The 'Hari Pahlawan'..
aaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrggggggggghhhhhhhh!!!!!!!
why did Ares answer Boim and Laura's message but mine not??
It's not fair! Okay lah, I didn't expect something like his message, I just worried if my entry was not delivered safely and it'll cause my name unregistered.
if that happen, I'd rather go home and not shown up again for the rest of my life. >_<
last things :
my plans that I've planned..
November 15th - Go to the Open House UI (University of Indonesia)
November 16th - President University entrance test
November 17th - Another Presentation by somewhat university in my class ~_~ (don't noe yet from what university they are. but I hope I'll find another cute boys to play 'crazy over him' with) hahaha
why did Ares answer Boim and Laura's message but mine not??
It's not fair! Okay lah, I didn't expect something like his message, I just worried if my entry was not delivered safely and it'll cause my name unregistered.
if that happen, I'd rather go home and not shown up again for the rest of my life. >_<
last things :
my plans that I've planned..
November 15th - Go to the Open House UI (University of Indonesia)
November 16th - President University entrance test
November 17th - Another Presentation by somewhat university in my class ~_~ (don't noe yet from what university they are. but I hope I'll find another cute boys to play 'crazy over him' with) hahaha
Sunday, November 09, 2008
back from Hiatus
It's been a while.
I've been too lazy to update this blog, haha. There's nobody who read it anyway, since I kept this blog for my personal use only. :D
Lots things happened. And I have forget those events, whether it's important or not. haha
yeah, I was like Dory in FInding Nemo, got a problem with short term memory... :P
tomorrow there's an English mini test. I have to remembering the connectives commonly used (which is I seldom used it. haha) and other phrase to react on something like accusing someone, apologizing, etc. gahhh...
oh yeah, and I also have to sing in front of the class room, right after taken d mini test.
Even I have forget which part of the song I should sing. lol
~coz here in my heart there's a picture of us.
together forever unfaded and unbroken
wherever you are your love covers me
forever more you'll be here in my heart~
(here in my heart by Plus One)
and to make it perfect, I guess I have to do the never ending presentation tomorrow. I have to explain the faculty, course and university I wanna take for the future in front of the class. huu~~
oh yeah, today I was surprised.
I saw the notifications at Facebook and noticed that Kai had sent me a 'superpoke' application, cuddle up.
I was kinda happy (since we're never been kept in touch again) but then I realized that HE SENT THAT THING TO HIS 29 ANOTHER GIRL FRIEND. gaaahhhh..... >.< and then I took a look at Dinda's blog, and I realized that she had a common thing like Kiki's. They both love yaoi. Me? I prefer Yuri.. mwahahahaha~ just kidding, I am straight. =P
anw, I guess I'm addicted to gossip girl (yeah I know it's too late!)
I've been too lazy to update this blog, haha. There's nobody who read it anyway, since I kept this blog for my personal use only. :D
Lots things happened. And I have forget those events, whether it's important or not. haha
yeah, I was like Dory in FInding Nemo, got a problem with short term memory... :P
tomorrow there's an English mini test. I have to remembering the connectives commonly used (which is I seldom used it. haha) and other phrase to react on something like accusing someone, apologizing, etc. gahhh...
oh yeah, and I also have to sing in front of the class room, right after taken d mini test.
Even I have forget which part of the song I should sing. lol
~coz here in my heart there's a picture of us.
together forever unfaded and unbroken
wherever you are your love covers me
forever more you'll be here in my heart~
(here in my heart by Plus One)
and to make it perfect, I guess I have to do the never ending presentation tomorrow. I have to explain the faculty, course and university I wanna take for the future in front of the class. huu~~
oh yeah, today I was surprised.
I saw the notifications at Facebook and noticed that Kai had sent me a 'superpoke' application, cuddle up.
I was kinda happy (since we're never been kept in touch again) but then I realized that HE SENT THAT THING TO HIS 29 ANOTHER GIRL FRIEND. gaaahhhh..... >.< and then I took a look at Dinda's blog, and I realized that she had a common thing like Kiki's. They both love yaoi. Me? I prefer Yuri.. mwahahahaha~ just kidding, I am straight. =P
anw, I guess I'm addicted to gossip girl (yeah I know it's too late!)
xoxo
tita
tita
(bwakakakakakakak)
Sunday, October 26, 2008
The 17th Birthday Wishes
today is my birthday for the 17 times during my life. haha
People said, the age of 17 is a beginning to be an adult, a step forward to maturity.
This year, I will also have the Civil Card, and can vote for president (which I don't want to =P)
thanks to all of my friends, for being my greatest things in my life. without you all, my life would be so boring. lol.
thanks to my family:
papa, thanks coz u never complaint when u raised me until this time. U always work hard to give the best for me. Maybe I often complaint, felt that u could not understand me, and never get enough of your attention. But deep down in my heart, you know I always love you. =)
mama, thanks for giving birth me. I know sometimes I feel it's better if you never gave birth me... That time was when I feel tired, and feel that I can't beat the world. But you are here, and always here, you always support whatever my choice. Whatever my ambition is. Thanks ain't enough for all your hard work in raising me. Thanks a thousand times, love you. =)
Kiki, remember the day when we're still kids? We used to fight, even until now, hahaha. But day by day, we're getting closer and understand each other. I love you, coz u're so incredible that I often jealous of your talent. It seems compared to you, I means nothing, rite? haha. Thanks sister, coz you are always here when I need you. =)
Raina, I'm sorry coz sometimes I act annoying to you. It doesn't mean that I don't love you, I DO LOVE YOU. But you know, it's hard to make you understand what's better for you. I don't want you to be like me.. =X
I hope you can do better than me. Coz u're way too creative, not like me. haha
Alya, thanks for brighten up my days since ur birth. It's amazing to have a sister like you. You are so smart, cute, cheerful. Seeing you was like seeing my self when I was a toddler. haha
I hope I can get a good job so I can support you~financially and spiritually~when you grows older. And I wish I could be the good role model. =)
my teacher, thanks for taught me a lots of knowledge. I don't know what I gonna be if I haven't school till now. =)
Usually when it's time to my birthday, there's always some things that made me sad. I hope today won't be like the previous. =)
17 wishes for this year:
1. Pass the national final exam with a good score (above 7)
2. Pass the entrance examination to IPB, UI, or UGM (amen!)
3. Be the one of the top three in my class. =)
4. Celebrate it with all of my best friends. (guys?)
5. Hopefully, Indonesia will getting better.
6. Be more greenilicious.
7. All of my friends' ambitions, dreams, whatever they want, they can get it.
8. Be fatter!!! xD
9. Be more creative, be an inovator, smarter, tougher. =)
10. Wish I can smile everyday.
11. Be a high quality person.
12. Meet my destined man. =P
13. Make my parents and families proud of me. =)
14. Be someone useful for my family, friends, and people around me.
15. Hope I can perfecting my belief, my pious.. =3
16. Meet new friends, make new best friends.
17. (........) it's a special one. I'll let it empty so everybody can fill in the blanks with their wishes. =)
People said, the age of 17 is a beginning to be an adult, a step forward to maturity.
This year, I will also have the Civil Card, and can vote for president (which I don't want to =P)
thanks to all of my friends, for being my greatest things in my life. without you all, my life would be so boring. lol.
thanks to my family:
papa, thanks coz u never complaint when u raised me until this time. U always work hard to give the best for me. Maybe I often complaint, felt that u could not understand me, and never get enough of your attention. But deep down in my heart, you know I always love you. =)
mama, thanks for giving birth me. I know sometimes I feel it's better if you never gave birth me... That time was when I feel tired, and feel that I can't beat the world. But you are here, and always here, you always support whatever my choice. Whatever my ambition is. Thanks ain't enough for all your hard work in raising me. Thanks a thousand times, love you. =)
Kiki, remember the day when we're still kids? We used to fight, even until now, hahaha. But day by day, we're getting closer and understand each other. I love you, coz u're so incredible that I often jealous of your talent. It seems compared to you, I means nothing, rite? haha. Thanks sister, coz you are always here when I need you. =)
Raina, I'm sorry coz sometimes I act annoying to you. It doesn't mean that I don't love you, I DO LOVE YOU. But you know, it's hard to make you understand what's better for you. I don't want you to be like me.. =X
I hope you can do better than me. Coz u're way too creative, not like me. haha
Alya, thanks for brighten up my days since ur birth. It's amazing to have a sister like you. You are so smart, cute, cheerful. Seeing you was like seeing my self when I was a toddler. haha
I hope I can get a good job so I can support you~financially and spiritually~when you grows older. And I wish I could be the good role model. =)
my teacher, thanks for taught me a lots of knowledge. I don't know what I gonna be if I haven't school till now. =)
Usually when it's time to my birthday, there's always some things that made me sad. I hope today won't be like the previous. =)
17 wishes for this year:
1. Pass the national final exam with a good score (above 7)
2. Pass the entrance examination to IPB, UI, or UGM (amen!)
3. Be the one of the top three in my class. =)
4. Celebrate it with all of my best friends. (guys?)
5. Hopefully, Indonesia will getting better.
6. Be more greenilicious.
7. All of my friends' ambitions, dreams, whatever they want, they can get it.
8. Be fatter!!! xD
9. Be more creative, be an inovator, smarter, tougher. =)
10. Wish I can smile everyday.
11. Be a high quality person.
12. Meet my destined man. =P
13. Make my parents and families proud of me. =)
14. Be someone useful for my family, friends, and people around me.
15. Hope I can perfecting my belief, my pious.. =3
16. Meet new friends, make new best friends.
17. (........) it's a special one. I'll let it empty so everybody can fill in the blanks with their wishes. =)
Saturday, September 20, 2008
Buka Puasa Karya Iman 2008
Friday 19th, we have our 'break fast together' or 'buka puasa bersama' at school.
I was the consumption section, together with Fia, took care of the food (ta'jil) and drinks. There's so many fresh and colorful drinks donated by the Jr. High and High School students. They all made me wanna drank them all, hahaha...
But of course I can't, so I just took one, melon syrup with nata de coco and coconut.
argghh...
it's too sweet and not cold anymore... >.<>
I was the consumption section, together with Fia, took care of the food (ta'jil) and drinks. There's so many fresh and colorful drinks donated by the Jr. High and High School students. They all made me wanna drank them all, hahaha...
But of course I can't, so I just took one, melon syrup with nata de coco and coconut.
argghh...
it's too sweet and not cold anymore... >.<>
Sunday, August 31, 2008
a white lie
diaz come to cikarang.
but he didn't tell me.
I just know it when my housekeeper told me this morning, that yesterday my friend returned my novel.
And I saw the novel "The Kite Runner",
who else borrowed that novel except him?? ==
to be honest,
i really really disappointed to him,
I asked him why he didn't tell me if he was in cikarang and his answer was just "I don't want to disturb you, that's why I give it to my aunt (so she can return it to me)"
hah?
my housekeeper's sister (who accepted my book) said that the person who gave that book is MALE, FAT and BIG. oh yeah, plus she said that my friend COME to my HOUSE.
She didn't said that HE GAVE THE BOOK TO HIS AUNT, and HIS AUNT GAVE IT to MY HOUSEKEEPER'S SISTER (WHO WORKED AT HIS AUNT'S HOUSE) so SHE COULD GIVE IT TO ME!!
Am I over-react or true he lie to me??
The reason WHY I FEEL DISAPPOINTED ON HIM WAS:
1. He didn't tell me, so I can't returned his novels also.
2. He didn't tell me, like what he did to his other friends in spore.
DO HE REALLY THINK THAT I AM HIS FRIEND?? WHY I ALWAYS GET A DISCRIMINATION?? =x
3. HE didn't apologized. Even he didn't reply my message except that one. >_<
gaaaahhhh...
fuh,
I wish he's the one and only my friend who have that kind of attitude.
I can't imagine if I had 3 or more (or LOTS!) friends like him.
I guess I'll commit suicide..
ahahahaha xP
but he didn't tell me.
I just know it when my housekeeper told me this morning, that yesterday my friend returned my novel.
And I saw the novel "The Kite Runner",
who else borrowed that novel except him?? ==
to be honest,
i really really disappointed to him,
I asked him why he didn't tell me if he was in cikarang and his answer was just "I don't want to disturb you, that's why I give it to my aunt (so she can return it to me)"
hah?
my housekeeper's sister (who accepted my book) said that the person who gave that book is MALE, FAT and BIG. oh yeah, plus she said that my friend COME to my HOUSE.
She didn't said that HE GAVE THE BOOK TO HIS AUNT, and HIS AUNT GAVE IT to MY HOUSEKEEPER'S SISTER (WHO WORKED AT HIS AUNT'S HOUSE) so SHE COULD GIVE IT TO ME!!
Am I over-react or true he lie to me??
The reason WHY I FEEL DISAPPOINTED ON HIM WAS:
1. He didn't tell me, so I can't returned his novels also.
2. He didn't tell me, like what he did to his other friends in spore.
DO HE REALLY THINK THAT I AM HIS FRIEND?? WHY I ALWAYS GET A DISCRIMINATION?? =x
3. HE didn't apologized. Even he didn't reply my message except that one. >_<
gaaaahhhh...
fuh,
I wish he's the one and only my friend who have that kind of attitude.
I can't imagine if I had 3 or more (or LOTS!) friends like him.
I guess I'll commit suicide..
ahahahaha xP
Friday, August 29, 2008
gyaaa....
two days or more maybe, i haven't online from laptop...
the connection is usually very" slow..
I can sleep first while waiting for it.
hahaha
today,
our class had remedial for chemical.
the 'lucky three' which consist of me, stephanie and theo, must do the 'exercise' from Ms. Dyah...
woah,,
I guess I was too cocky, I felt like I can do all easily, but the fact is :
I can do almost nothing.
Yeah, from 3 questions, none of them that I answer with confident. >_<
huhuhu
at nite,
as usual, it's thursday nite, so I go to the tutor with grace.
and she asked me to go passing Riana's house.
She's having her sweet 17th bday party in her house by that time.
I was so embarrassing!!
first, we're not invited.
second, most of the social boys sit outside and saw us!! Even Tyo shouted "hey! u're too late!!"
hwaaa~~
third, Berry smiled at me. His smile is like he were pitying me and feel I was silly in the same time.
Noo!!!! xO
fourth, I dress so simple (of course, I wanna go to the tutor rite, not to d party) and so does with Grace.
She wore d red 'eye-catching' (read as: norak) jacket too!!
aww...
I wanna hide 100m below... >_<
the connection is usually very" slow..
I can sleep first while waiting for it.
hahaha
today,
our class had remedial for chemical.
the 'lucky three' which consist of me, stephanie and theo, must do the 'exercise' from Ms. Dyah...
woah,,
I guess I was too cocky, I felt like I can do all easily, but the fact is :
I can do almost nothing.
Yeah, from 3 questions, none of them that I answer with confident. >_<
huhuhu
at nite,
as usual, it's thursday nite, so I go to the tutor with grace.
and she asked me to go passing Riana's house.
She's having her sweet 17th bday party in her house by that time.
I was so embarrassing!!
first, we're not invited.
second, most of the social boys sit outside and saw us!! Even Tyo shouted "hey! u're too late!!"
hwaaa~~
third, Berry smiled at me. His smile is like he were pitying me and feel I was silly in the same time.
Noo!!!! xO
fourth, I dress so simple (of course, I wanna go to the tutor rite, not to d party) and so does with Grace.
She wore d red 'eye-catching' (read as: norak) jacket too!!
aww...
I wanna hide 100m below... >_<
Friday, August 22, 2008
breakdown
It's my bad day.
Three examinations this day.
First was electric study,
second was history,
and the last one was biology.
Nor of them I could do succesfully. T~T
hiks~
Even I asked Diaz for his pray, so I could get good marks.
I dunno if his pray will works or not, but I've did my best.
Although I think it aint my best yet. =X
but it seems there's good side of this 'hardtime' : I kept repeat saying "Ya Allah, Allahu Akbar, Astaghfirullah, Subhanallah, etc"
See, it made me remember who had created me, that I'm just a weak creature of his. =)
I spent almost 100% of my fully energy, so after all finished my body just gotten weaker.
It's like no spirit anymore to live.
I don't like biology.
But if I got into Food Industry, I have to study biology rite?
How about the Chem Engineering??
oh yeah,,
Diaz seems don't agree if I want to get into Chem Engineering.
Coz for him, it's boy's faculty. Too hard for my brainless mind. >_<
So he suggested the medical faculty.
Ha! Ha! Ha!
r u kidding?
there would be lots of malpractice in the future if I be a doctor. =.="
Three examinations this day.
First was electric study,
second was history,
and the last one was biology.
Nor of them I could do succesfully. T~T
hiks~
Even I asked Diaz for his pray, so I could get good marks.
I dunno if his pray will works or not, but I've did my best.
Although I think it aint my best yet. =X
but it seems there's good side of this 'hardtime' : I kept repeat saying "Ya Allah, Allahu Akbar, Astaghfirullah, Subhanallah, etc"
See, it made me remember who had created me, that I'm just a weak creature of his. =)
I spent almost 100% of my fully energy, so after all finished my body just gotten weaker.
It's like no spirit anymore to live.
I don't like biology.
But if I got into Food Industry, I have to study biology rite?
How about the Chem Engineering??
oh yeah,,
Diaz seems don't agree if I want to get into Chem Engineering.
Coz for him, it's boy's faculty. Too hard for my brainless mind. >_<
So he suggested the medical faculty.
Ha! Ha! Ha!
r u kidding?
there would be lots of malpractice in the future if I be a doctor. =.="
Thursday, August 21, 2008
hibernation...
woah,,
I took a nap from 5pm to 2am!!
how long is that??
ahahahaha =P
today we had softball match.
versus the Jr. High School team..
and we won!! ahahahaha ^^
I hit the ball!
Can't believe it, coz Geri (Jr High) always throw fouls ball.
He tried to made me wanna hit those ball nd made strikes 3 times nd out. =.=
I made a 'slide' to the base 1--coz well, d ball is already caught by the opponent--and guess wat, I bumped Badai..
I fell down on his body, followed by his friend (I forgot his name) who also fell down behind me.
hahaha
sorry Badai.. ^^
my knee hurt, so does with my hand..
but my class cheered for me xD
said that I was so cooL.
and I just raised my two thumbs up nd laughed.
hahaha
after d body exercise, we had 'brain exercise'.
Yup, it's chemistry time.. ^^
woohhooo...
Ms. Dyah told us to do the exercise on the text book.
15 numbers but I can't finished all during that 2x45minutes.
still have to learn about 'reduction-oxidation' things.
got a chem practicum tomorrow..
*sigh*
hope I'm not the last who finished.. >.<
I took a nap from 5pm to 2am!!
how long is that??
ahahahaha =P
today we had softball match.
versus the Jr. High School team..
and we won!! ahahahaha ^^
I hit the ball!
Can't believe it, coz Geri (Jr High) always throw fouls ball.
He tried to made me wanna hit those ball nd made strikes 3 times nd out. =.=
I made a 'slide' to the base 1--coz well, d ball is already caught by the opponent--and guess wat, I bumped Badai..
I fell down on his body, followed by his friend (I forgot his name) who also fell down behind me.
hahaha
sorry Badai.. ^^
my knee hurt, so does with my hand..
but my class cheered for me xD
said that I was so cooL.
and I just raised my two thumbs up nd laughed.
hahaha
after d body exercise, we had 'brain exercise'.
Yup, it's chemistry time.. ^^
woohhooo...
Ms. Dyah told us to do the exercise on the text book.
15 numbers but I can't finished all during that 2x45minutes.
still have to learn about 'reduction-oxidation' things.
got a chem practicum tomorrow..
*sigh*
hope I'm not the last who finished.. >.<
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
17 Agustus Flag Ceremony
Yes,
we have a flag ceremony due to our independence day.
It was good, although there's some mistake in it.
At least it was better than before,
Mr. Kosmas made us rehearsal for the ceremony like in the government palace.
The part I like was when the choir group started to sing "Indonesia Raya" with violin and guitar.
It feels like "Oh-Thanks-God-We've-Free-From-Colonialism-I'm-Proud-To-Be-An-Indonesian"
One of touching moment.
The instrumental touch my heart that I almost cry.
MERDEKAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ^^
Well, I'm going to take a nap since I slept for 3-4 hours only last night.. =P
we have a flag ceremony due to our independence day.
It was good, although there's some mistake in it.
At least it was better than before,
Mr. Kosmas made us rehearsal for the ceremony like in the government palace.
The part I like was when the choir group started to sing "Indonesia Raya" with violin and guitar.
It feels like "Oh-Thanks-God-We've-Free-From-Colonialism-I'm-Proud-To-Be-An-Indonesian"
One of touching moment.
The instrumental touch my heart that I almost cry.
MERDEKAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ^^
Well, I'm going to take a nap since I slept for 3-4 hours only last night.. =P
Monday, August 18, 2008
Bottom of The Heart (OCean)
too much to tell that I can't say anything.
Too much this heart disappointed even when I knew it would be like this since the first time.
Words can't explain all this emotion..
I guess I'll put some lyric that (maybe) close to what I feel now..
It's been in the past for a while
I get a flash and I smile
Am I crazy
Still miss you, baby
It was real
It was right
But it burned too hot to survive
All that's left is,
All these ashes
Where does the love go
I don't know
When it's all set and done
How could I be losing you forever,
After all the time we spent together
I have to know why I had to lose you
Now you've just become like everything
I'll never find again
At the bottom of the ocean
In a dream, you appear
For a while, you were here
So I keep sleeping,
Just to keep you with me
I'll draw a map,
Connect the dots
With all the memories that I got
What I'm missing,
I'll keep reliving
Where does the love go,
I don't know
When it's all set and done
How could I be losing you forever,
After all the time we spent together
I have to know why I had to lose you
Now you've just become like everything
I'll never find again,
At the bottom of the ocean
(Voice)
This is it
Let go
Breathe
You don't have to love me for me
To baby ever understand
Just know I love the time we both had
And I don't ever want to see you sad
Be happy
And I don't wanna hold you
If you don't wanna tell me you love me babe
Just know I'm gonna have to walk away
I'll be big enough for both of us to say
Be happy
(Voice)
Be happy
Too much this heart disappointed even when I knew it would be like this since the first time.
Words can't explain all this emotion..
I guess I'll put some lyric that (maybe) close to what I feel now..
Bottom of The Ocean
miley cyrus
It's been in the past for a while
I get a flash and I smile
Am I crazy
Still miss you, baby
It was real
It was right
But it burned too hot to survive
All that's left is,
All these ashes
Where does the love go
I don't know
When it's all set and done
How could I be losing you forever,
After all the time we spent together
I have to know why I had to lose you
Now you've just become like everything
I'll never find again
At the bottom of the ocean
In a dream, you appear
For a while, you were here
So I keep sleeping,
Just to keep you with me
I'll draw a map,
Connect the dots
With all the memories that I got
What I'm missing,
I'll keep reliving
Where does the love go,
I don't know
When it's all set and done
How could I be losing you forever,
After all the time we spent together
I have to know why I had to lose you
Now you've just become like everything
I'll never find again,
At the bottom of the ocean
(Voice)
This is it
Let go
Breathe
You don't have to love me for me
To baby ever understand
Just know I love the time we both had
And I don't ever want to see you sad
Be happy
And I don't wanna hold you
If you don't wanna tell me you love me babe
Just know I'm gonna have to walk away
I'll be big enough for both of us to say
Be happy
(Voice)
Be happy
Saturday, August 16, 2008
long way to browse =X
fuuhh...
internet connection is much slower than usual!!
grr...
it takes a year just to change my profile song on fs!!
ok,
over reaction maybe..
hehehe
anw,
I attended the bbq in Michael's house.
Don't imagine Michael as a handsome boy, coz he's still 4 years old.
And guess what,
when I was joking with my sis, Kiki,
he pulled my left hand and I can't free it!
I struggled and finally I could release my hand...
duh,
wat would people said if they know a soon-going-17-years-old girl defeated by a-naughty-4-years-old-boy ??!
grrr...
o yeah, he took my bracelet too and ran away into his home.
I couldn't chase him of course, since it's not polite to come into people house without permission...
Then I should let my bracelet gone... T~T
But about 10minutes later he came appear again, brought my bracelet, but fear to give it to me.
So he came closer to my sister, and made my sis wear it!!
OMG, he never been so nice to me and now he's nice with my sis!!
huh! >.<
yesterday :
It's the day of Independent Day's competition!!
yeaaahhh~~~
After made some 'case', we came with innocent face, pretending that we know nothing.
hehehe
My class only won one competition.
The eel-estafet game~the animal harassment moment! >.<~ We lose in other game, since xii IPS usually play cheat..
We may lose but we played fair and square =P
hahaha
oh ya, this is our case:
on Thursday night,
Grace invited me to sleep in her house (again).
But this time, Lisa joined us. =)
Her father nd mother were going to Batam, visiting her aunties, so she's free for a week.
The problem is she's taking her dad's car to Grace's house!!!
Her mom was so panicked and called most of her good-friend-neighbours to take Lisa home.
Soon to be, it's going to be a gossip around Tuscany.
hahaha.
Well,
In fact,
She's driving not good.
The machine usually got turned off again and again.
I guess she's nervous.. =X
got to practice more, Lisa! =P
internet connection is much slower than usual!!
grr...
it takes a year just to change my profile song on fs!!
ok,
over reaction maybe..
hehehe
anw,
I attended the bbq in Michael's house.
Don't imagine Michael as a handsome boy, coz he's still 4 years old.
And guess what,
when I was joking with my sis, Kiki,
he pulled my left hand and I can't free it!
I struggled and finally I could release my hand...
duh,
wat would people said if they know a soon-going-17-years-old girl defeated by a-naughty-4-years-old-boy ??!
grrr...
o yeah, he took my bracelet too and ran away into his home.
I couldn't chase him of course, since it's not polite to come into people house without permission...
Then I should let my bracelet gone... T~T
But about 10minutes later he came appear again, brought my bracelet, but fear to give it to me.
So he came closer to my sister, and made my sis wear it!!
OMG, he never been so nice to me and now he's nice with my sis!!
huh! >.<
yesterday :
It's the day of Independent Day's competition!!
yeaaahhh~~~
After made some 'case', we came with innocent face, pretending that we know nothing.
hehehe
My class only won one competition.
The eel-estafet game~the animal harassment moment! >.<~ We lose in other game, since xii IPS usually play cheat..
We may lose but we played fair and square =P
hahaha
oh ya, this is our case:
on Thursday night,
Grace invited me to sleep in her house (again).
But this time, Lisa joined us. =)
Her father nd mother were going to Batam, visiting her aunties, so she's free for a week.
The problem is she's taking her dad's car to Grace's house!!!
Her mom was so panicked and called most of her good-friend-neighbours to take Lisa home.
Soon to be, it's going to be a gossip around Tuscany.
hahaha.
Well,
In fact,
She's driving not good.
The machine usually got turned off again and again.
I guess she's nervous.. =X
got to practice more, Lisa! =P
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
Alhamdulillahi Rabbal Alamiin...
As I've ever said, Diaz passed the test and got into UI =)
This is wat I called 'feeling'.
Since the beginning, when he going to take the test,
I said "Looks like you'll gonna pass this time."
And see..??
He passed it.
Hahaha
Oh yeah,
there's secret : When his test result going to be announcing, if I suddenly felt that I missed him so much, or suddenly felt mellow and sad, then it means he's failed.
I proved it twice or three times =)
So, it's no doubt =P
Hahaha
And this time, seriously, I felt nothing. Felt like I'm okay.
And, tadaa...
He passed it ^^
Congratulation friend! =D
oh yeah,
I was so glad that he have passed the exam as if I were the one who have passed the exam already.
ahahahahaha.
silly me.
It felt like 'i-have-nothing-to-do-left', meanwhile in fact,
I have my own exam in 15minutes later.
Woah,,
totally...
I've only got 78 for my art test. hahaha
*sigh*
enough for monday,
move on to tuesday aka yesterday.
I have sleepover at Grace's house.
Not actually sleepover though, since there's just two of us.
We have private tutor and Grace should stay alone in her house in Cibiru.
She said she was lonely, and afraid, since there's nobody there.
So she asked me to accompany her.
I agreed, and my mom permitted also.
Well then, after the tutor finished,
we back to my house, take my backpack (full of towel, undies, etc + bedcover!!) and then we off to Cibiru xD
In the morning,
I know one thing : we couldn't lived by just the two of us.
Since she love to sleep and so does with me.
ahahahaha
Both of us would never wake up if we can. =P
THat's why we got up late at 6am.
She swept and clean the floor meanwhile I helped her to iron her uniforms.
HUhuhu
Not very tidy though,
I guess I still have to learn and practice :D
still a long way to be a good wife. kyahahahaha~~
In fact, it looks like I'm not ready yet for living alone. =)
huh,
because of the 'morning business', we came to school late.
Thx God it's PE in d morning,
so it wouldn't be trouble =P
As I've ever said, Diaz passed the test and got into UI =)
This is wat I called 'feeling'.
Since the beginning, when he going to take the test,
I said "Looks like you'll gonna pass this time."
And see..??
He passed it.
Hahaha
Oh yeah,
there's secret : When his test result going to be announcing, if I suddenly felt that I missed him so much, or suddenly felt mellow and sad, then it means he's failed.
I proved it twice or three times =)
So, it's no doubt =P
Hahaha
And this time, seriously, I felt nothing. Felt like I'm okay.
And, tadaa...
He passed it ^^
Congratulation friend! =D
oh yeah,
I was so glad that he have passed the exam as if I were the one who have passed the exam already.
ahahahahaha.
silly me.
It felt like 'i-have-nothing-to-do-left', meanwhile in fact,
I have my own exam in 15minutes later.
Woah,,
totally...
I've only got 78 for my art test. hahaha
*sigh*
enough for monday,
move on to tuesday aka yesterday.
I have sleepover at Grace's house.
Not actually sleepover though, since there's just two of us.
We have private tutor and Grace should stay alone in her house in Cibiru.
She said she was lonely, and afraid, since there's nobody there.
So she asked me to accompany her.
I agreed, and my mom permitted also.
Well then, after the tutor finished,
we back to my house, take my backpack (full of towel, undies, etc + bedcover!!) and then we off to Cibiru xD
In the morning,
I know one thing : we couldn't lived by just the two of us.
Since she love to sleep and so does with me.
ahahahaha
Both of us would never wake up if we can. =P
THat's why we got up late at 6am.
She swept and clean the floor meanwhile I helped her to iron her uniforms.
HUhuhu
Not very tidy though,
I guess I still have to learn and practice :D
still a long way to be a good wife. kyahahahaha~~
In fact, it looks like I'm not ready yet for living alone. =)
huh,
because of the 'morning business', we came to school late.
Thx God it's PE in d morning,
so it wouldn't be trouble =P
Sunday, August 10, 2008
Saturday :
I watched movie titled as 'Oh Baby'..
It was a bad, cheapy movie dat I wanna remake that film so it could be nicer.. >_<
Nd yeah,
I accompanied Boim (with Laura nd Annas too) to the photo studio.
It took so long time just to take 5 photos. =X
nd after that,
at nite, my acquaintance named Taufik (fyi, he's worked already!!) wanna gave me a ticket for the 'Syahadat Cinta' movie premiere.
I want!! Seriously I want to watch d movie..
But because there's nobody would drop me to Planet Hollywood, I have to go with him!
OMG,
wat if ppl see us?
Didn't it wrong, go with somebody u never met before, and he's about 6-7years older than u?!?
Oh God,
I was so confused.
Therefore, I waited for Diaz to be online..
Nd asked him for advice nd suggestion..
He said I'd better not risking my safety, so I rejected it. T_T
*thx a lot for diaz, u made me could take decision.* (:
o yeah,
grace got angry with me nd lisa.
She said I am two-faced!!
I explained to her already, I hope she could understand me... =X
today:
I dreamt that my grandma died T_T
I was so sad, but my tears couldn't be dropped.
I felt like I've made to many mistakes to her nd now there's burden on my shoulder..
Allahu Akbar,
it was just a dream.
I promise I will always be nice to her.
Coz even if it doesn't look like I love her, I do love her.
She is my beloved grandma, although she's too old-fashioned or something else..
Well, everybody do have their own bad habit nd also d good ones, rite? =)
Oh yeah,
art test tomorrow nd physics homework!
I have to finish it A.S.A.P!!
Wat I haven't ready is..
FACE THE MATH EXAM ON TUESDAY!!
gyaaa~~~
But I have to be strong,
I can do it.
Have faith on my self =D
fight!! ^^
I watched movie titled as 'Oh Baby'..
It was a bad, cheapy movie dat I wanna remake that film so it could be nicer.. >_<
Nd yeah,
I accompanied Boim (with Laura nd Annas too) to the photo studio.
It took so long time just to take 5 photos. =X
nd after that,
at nite, my acquaintance named Taufik (fyi, he's worked already!!) wanna gave me a ticket for the 'Syahadat Cinta' movie premiere.
I want!! Seriously I want to watch d movie..
But because there's nobody would drop me to Planet Hollywood, I have to go with him!
OMG,
wat if ppl see us?
Didn't it wrong, go with somebody u never met before, and he's about 6-7years older than u?!?
Oh God,
I was so confused.
Therefore, I waited for Diaz to be online..
Nd asked him for advice nd suggestion..
He said I'd better not risking my safety, so I rejected it. T_T
*thx a lot for diaz, u made me could take decision.* (:
o yeah,
grace got angry with me nd lisa.
She said I am two-faced!!
I explained to her already, I hope she could understand me... =X
today:
I dreamt that my grandma died T_T
I was so sad, but my tears couldn't be dropped.
I felt like I've made to many mistakes to her nd now there's burden on my shoulder..
Allahu Akbar,
it was just a dream.
I promise I will always be nice to her.
Coz even if it doesn't look like I love her, I do love her.
She is my beloved grandma, although she's too old-fashioned or something else..
Well, everybody do have their own bad habit nd also d good ones, rite? =)
Oh yeah,
art test tomorrow nd physics homework!
I have to finish it A.S.A.P!!
Wat I haven't ready is..
FACE THE MATH EXAM ON TUESDAY!!
gyaaa~~~
But I have to be strong,
I can do it.
Have faith on my self =D
fight!! ^^
Friday, August 08, 2008
2 days hiatus
hah,
so much things until i don't know wat i should write here.
ok,,
lots things happened in my 2 days-internet less ..
yesterday:
1. chemical test!!
omg,, the questions r damn difficult.
they're almost different with the example my teacher gave!
I've tried my best to do mine, but apparently I aint calculate d vant hoff factor correctly.. T_T
nd of course, 1 number wrong just becoz of my carelessness. >.<
2. chem 4 hours in a row,
plus private lesson 3 hours!!
I've got lost when I was in d middle of my way to Mr. Wid's home.
I dunno his address! how silly i am... >.<
integral made me crazy! grr...
nd also, plus 2 hours more to study about 'tata negara' (which almost about politic) bcoz tomorrow i'll have exam.
gaaahhh....
tired!!! >.<
3. XL gprs was error!
I can't browse from my hp!
Nd I can't browse too from my laptop!
aaaaaargggggghhhhhh....
today :
ok, did my test already.
i dunno wat score i'll going to have, nd i dun wanna noe either (unless i'll get good mark) hahaha
today, having biology 4 hours also in a row..
tired, tired.
o yeah,,
also...
I saw 'him' online on my ym...
but off on msn.
huh??!
weird isnt it?
is he appear offline to my msn??
or his pc error again?
I dunno, he's not answering when I ask him.
*sob sob*
so much things until i don't know wat i should write here.
ok,,
lots things happened in my 2 days-internet less ..
yesterday:
1. chemical test!!
omg,, the questions r damn difficult.
they're almost different with the example my teacher gave!
I've tried my best to do mine, but apparently I aint calculate d vant hoff factor correctly.. T_T
nd of course, 1 number wrong just becoz of my carelessness. >.<
2. chem 4 hours in a row,
plus private lesson 3 hours!!
I've got lost when I was in d middle of my way to Mr. Wid's home.
I dunno his address! how silly i am... >.<
integral made me crazy! grr...
nd also, plus 2 hours more to study about 'tata negara' (which almost about politic) bcoz tomorrow i'll have exam.
gaaahhh....
tired!!! >.<
3. XL gprs was error!
I can't browse from my hp!
Nd I can't browse too from my laptop!
aaaaaargggggghhhhhh....
today :
ok, did my test already.
i dunno wat score i'll going to have, nd i dun wanna noe either (unless i'll get good mark) hahaha
today, having biology 4 hours also in a row..
tired, tired.
o yeah,,
also...
I saw 'him' online on my ym...
but off on msn.
huh??!
weird isnt it?
is he appear offline to my msn??
or his pc error again?
I dunno, he's not answering when I ask him.
*sob sob*
Wednesday, August 06, 2008
Freaking Tuesday
oh God,
today we have to read a speech in front of class, with Mr. Beni as the judge (only him and one student who gave speech in class).
Worse than that, he recorded our performance by a handycam!!!
pfff...
he said that he'll show us the recording later.
And it means I'm going die if others see my worst performance.
I called it worst because:
1. I smiled
2. I talked with many mistakes
3. I have standing posture that couldn't be said as good >_<
Ok,
today I helped grace and tania to install their Opera Mini in their hp.
And after that,
they kept gave comment to diaz,
and it made two effects for them :
fight mode for diaz nd grace, nd miss you mode for diaz nd tania.
hahaha
o yeah,
I asked diaz about chemical.
Nd (as usual) he gave a very different answer! =.="
It ends up with Devi (diaz's friend) giving the correct answer (i mean, her answer is more similar with mine than diaz's)
At 6:30 pm,
I went to d private lesson with Grace.
Mr. Widodo ignore us for about 1 hour maybe,
coz he said his brain hasn't connected with the chem lesson yet.. >.<
We should be finished at 8pm, but it ended at 9:30pm!!
woohoo!!!
sorry Mr. Wid! =)
And after the fun (tiring for GRace) private lesson,
we went for dine out.
I said 'dine out' because we ate outside!
hahahaha
We bought 2 fried rice, 2 bottle of 'teh botol' and 2 glasses of mineral water
Damn,
I broke one of the 'teh botol' accidentally! >.<
Should be I paid for the broken bottle,
but the seller said I didn't have to paid for that since the bottle was free
Lucky... ^^
hehehe
Fiiuuhh...
Gotta sleep tight.
Tomorrow is August 6th.
The last war for Diaz,
I hope he can pass this exam.. >.<
today we have to read a speech in front of class, with Mr. Beni as the judge (only him and one student who gave speech in class).
Worse than that, he recorded our performance by a handycam!!!
pfff...
he said that he'll show us the recording later.
And it means I'm going die if others see my worst performance.
I called it worst because:
1. I smiled
2. I talked with many mistakes
3. I have standing posture that couldn't be said as good >_<
Ok,
today I helped grace and tania to install their Opera Mini in their hp.
And after that,
they kept gave comment to diaz,
and it made two effects for them :
fight mode for diaz nd grace, nd miss you mode for diaz nd tania.
hahaha
o yeah,
I asked diaz about chemical.
Nd (as usual) he gave a very different answer! =.="
It ends up with Devi (diaz's friend) giving the correct answer (i mean, her answer is more similar with mine than diaz's)
At 6:30 pm,
I went to d private lesson with Grace.
Mr. Widodo ignore us for about 1 hour maybe,
coz he said his brain hasn't connected with the chem lesson yet.. >.<
We should be finished at 8pm, but it ended at 9:30pm!!
woohoo!!!
sorry Mr. Wid! =)
And after the fun (tiring for GRace) private lesson,
we went for dine out.
I said 'dine out' because we ate outside!
hahahaha
We bought 2 fried rice, 2 bottle of 'teh botol' and 2 glasses of mineral water
Damn,
I broke one of the 'teh botol' accidentally! >.<
Should be I paid for the broken bottle,
but the seller said I didn't have to paid for that since the bottle was free
Lucky... ^^
hehehe
Fiiuuhh...
Gotta sleep tight.
Tomorrow is August 6th.
The last war for Diaz,
I hope he can pass this exam.. >.<
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