yesterday I went out with Di after quite some time we didn't have quality time together.
In fact, it's our first hang out after about 3 years ago. Because everytime I met him before, he always brought his friend along with him.
and guess what?
As I thought, he already broke up with his girlfriend, Andin. He always remained silent everytime I mentioned her name as if he wanted to say something but held it inside. His eyes looked sad even though he smiled.
To be honest, it broke my heart too. To see my friend's face like that, it's really heartbreaking. And I do like Andin, I thought they're perfect couple and I truly wish for their happiness. Even when I had a feeling that something's not right, I did pray that it won't happen.
But still, it happened. :(
Well, I hope you'll find your true love soon, Di. :)
Anyway, he told me that he's still not sure about his flight on 8th. And he will go with all his family. And no other students come along with him.
And that means if I come to the airport to send him off, I will be the only one who do this. -__-"
But still, I wish I can make it. I don't want to be separated with my friend without saying goodbye, without a proper goodbye. I know it will be only a year, but I don't want it to end like it was before, when he left to Singapore.
Remember, blog, what I've told you? Yeah, after telling him to go (in our usual fight), he left. And I regretted it for not making a proper goodbye. Thus, I buried that bad memory inside my brain and forgot him until he came back.
Also, I felt like telling him about my life. Or listened to his daily life story.
But no one asked. Nobody started to tell.
Most of the time we remained silent and got busy with our gadget.
That made me sad to be honest.
I realized I've yet to overcome him. No matter how hard I try in my study.
I still can't beat him. And he wouldn't recognize my achievements either. That's annoying. =/ But since I know how Scorpion's habit is, it's actually normal.
I should try harder, so maybe sometimes he will recognize my achievement and admit that veterinarian is important too. LOL. maybe.
